I wonder where the people got their strength to keep this kind of relationship going.
Tired of juggling my personal and professional life together.
There are times when I just want to give it up but my BFF told me to hold on.
But Im losing grip..
Plus the fact that my internet connection is down.
So, it difficult to get my mind off all the problems I have.
The only option I have is to go out with friends and family to forget everything.
Hope my mum will understand.
My career isnt working for me.
Whenever I have difficulties at work, he wasnt there for me.
When Im bored at home, he was outside with his friends.
Or repairing his bike.
Or sleeping.
Like right now, I feel like breaking down in tears, but I dont think calling him up will make a difference.
Like he said, He dont understand me at all.
That I dont have the initiative, or too stubborn or having difficulty expressing myself.
Well, who can blame me, when your bf wasnt paying that much attention to you.
Being stubborn is a part of me.
If I am too nice, he will be walking all over my head right now.
Dont take the initiative?
I did ask him out, all he said was "we`ll see", and he ended up going out with his friends.
Having difficulty expressing myself? Should I say more?
Himdero!
Right now, after being scolded by my boss, who do I want to talk to?
But he never around.
Sorry to say this but..
He was never meant for me.
So I guess, Im better off alone.
I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it’s what I’ve got to do
I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You’re better off alone
And it’s clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I’ll admit, I’ll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it’s what I gotta do
You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along
Better off alone’
