I`ve been restless lately.
I found myself walking back and forth from my bedroom to my kitchen 5 times.
But coming back empty handed. Im not so sure why I`m restless. But I just am.
Lately anyway.

Right now Im alone in class. Didn`t come for Lan theory as I couldn`t wake up eventhough mom been my alarm clock this morning.

See what I mean? Im restless but when I`m asleep and I can hardly wake.
Anyways, I woke up and get ready for school.

Graduation is like 3 weeks away and here I am cutting class like nobody business.

Just waiting for my friends to walk through that door. And here they are.
Hahahaha.
My timing is correct.

I`m still sleepy though. Trying to surf the net, find something useful.

Get back later. Ciao!

PS to YAYA: On Friday, you must DOLL up yourself okay. Make yourself pretty.
We are going to have a girls night out or rather girls evening out.
Forget about that JERK anyway. He`s not worth crying over. So we enjoy ourselves by going to the library. Hahaha. Be strong and eat!!!!

An nyong he se yo!

Watch Taegukgi(The Brotherhood of war) yesterday on Star Movie (Chinese).
I was balling my eyes out at the ending. Where Jang Dong Gun die in the end.
And because of it I slept with my nose block. Feeling quite irritated about it.
Oh god, that story its quite violent actually(Which war movie isn`t?). What`s with blood spluttered everywhere, even on the camera. It quite gruesome. I almost throw up my dinner watching the starting part of the war.
People step on mine and get their legs blown off.

There`s this one part that truly gross me out.
There`s this guy who got his leg blown off, starting shooting at all the people in the army tent. Then in the end, he point the rifle at himself and blow his brain off. Yucks!
There were pool of blood and bits and pieces of something which I think, the remaining of his brain.
Just thinking about it now make me nauseous.

I like Jang Dong Gun character (Lee Jin Tae). He is what a brother should be. Protective and caring and ... Oh, I just wish I have a brother like him. Haha.

Want to know which part of the movie did I cry the hardest?
The part where Jin Seok (Won Bin) went over to the North Korean border in search of his brother. Eventhough he hate him because of the medal, he still went on looking, hoping that he`s brother will come back to his side.

Oh and also the part where Jin Seok found the hiding place where Jin Tae keep the shoes for him. A shoe Jin Tae made just for Jin Seok to go to college.

Oh and also the part where he finally found him and took out the pen he bought just for Jin Seok. Urge a reluctant Jin Seok to leave. TWhere the pen was found 50 years later in the same spot that Jin Tae die. Holding by a sobbing old Jin Seok. I can go on and on but decided against it.

The more I think about the movie the more I wish that war doesn`t even exist at all.
Think about those father, husband, brother, fiance that was lost because of this war. Not only will the country be affected but their families that they live behind. They were the ones that greatly affected. Not to mention the innocent lives they took.

That`s the reason why I don`t read newspaper, watch the news or listen to news on radio. It affected me greatly knowing that somewhere people were killing each other.
I pray that it will stop. Forever.





I know that sometimes people meant something as a joke. And sometimes I take it seriously.

Like yesterday.
It already 6pm. My shift had ended but service was in. Since my dad is waiting outside for me, I can`t stay that long. So I say goodbye to the other crew when someone told me something that I take it to heart.
"Wah, never stay to clear crowd ar?"
????????????

I know he meant it as a joke but don`t you think it a sarcasm?
Coming from someone whom I least expected it would be.
But I should have expected it somehow.

Heart pain, man.
Like I have any other choice.
I`ve been bleeding myself out there, helping the counter crew send product, and trust me not one or two counters, it 4. Few of them never even bothered to print receipt. When the customer complains, who is the first they find?
Me! Not surprisingly.

Nobody will ever understand my position. No one.

Not only that. The manager wasn`t that helpful either. ARGGGH! I wonder where the hell he was when I was run back and forth trying to please the customers.
And did people see that? No!

Until after I cleared the crowd he decided to appear. Thank you very much for your appearance.

I do the fries station, the counter, and counter ic.

And all he can say is "Wah, never helped clear crowd!".
And I was so stupid to say that he`s making me feel guilty.
I`m getting sick and tired of working there.
Wish I could quit. But my life depends depends on it.
To cut it short, between work and my family, Family comes first.

Feel anything related on my blog today?

Yes. Overall summary, family is more important than others.
Eat your heart out!

Here I am sitting in the class.
Trying our best to reboot our comp by "ghosting".
Turns out to be futile.

All of us were playing game.
Well, actually only a few of us were.

Me as per usual, typing away on the keyboard, updating my blog.
Trying to find the singer "Jo kyu man - Da jook gguh ya". Meaning give or I give my all. Something like that.

If that is the name then.
This song were sang by Lee Young Jae to Han Ji Eun in the last episode of Full House.
I can`t even find the lyrics to the song.
DJ Doc as well. Where Han Ji Eun singing and dancing with Lee Yong Jae in the club.
Why can`t it be included in the soundtrack??????
I wouldn`t have search high and low for it.
Plus the fact that I can`t read Korean, Thailand language or Chinese.
I can SPEAK a bit of each but not READ!

Wonder where can I find it?
I couldn`t even find it using yahoo search engine.
Oh man!!!!

Finish my part of the project. Pass it to yaya just now.
Feel worst coz it not in soft copy.
*Sigh*

Now only 1.30 and still got nothing to do.
Just wish I could go home now and immerse myself in books/novel. Wonder if I use the right word to describe it?


PS: Did you like my cartoon version of Han Ji Eun and Lee Young Jae?
=)

I couldnt sleep yesterday.
I`m thinking about whether to apply to poly or higher nitec.
Questions been playing on my mind since.
But now I got the answers.
Talk to Mdm Rohaizah about it.
She say better apply both higher and poly.
Then she said that if you got higher nitec, you go straight to second-year in higher nitec.
I choose Dover if I have to.
Not Simei.
Yucks!

If poly, I choose Republic. They say they need 2.8 as the GPA.
Mine is somewhere around there. Hope I get through.

Oh man. The closer the graduation. The scarier my life turns out to be.

Im not ready to step into the working world yet.
I still want to continue studying.

Maybe to people I look calm and not-to-worry-a-thing kind of girl.
But it the other way.

My brain is tired thinking about it.

*Sigh*

Hope I get through both.

All the quiz I`ve taken is quite true. So have fun reading about me.

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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Celebrate my sis and mom birthday on Sunday.
Quite fun but people tend to spoilt our/my mood.
Especially this malaysian guy calling us "MAK BUDAK"!
What the hell?

Forget about it.
It over anyway.
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Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.

I love this quiz. Short and simple and sweet.

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Arrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!
What the *toot*?

Who the hell does he think he is?
Telling me Im arrogant.
Whats the point of replying your message when there`s nothing to talk about.
My time and money is precious.
I won`t waste it with the likes of you.

Im sooooooooo PISSED OFF right now.
Lucky I read that message this morning.
Or all hell will break loose.
Whatever!
I don`t want him to spoilt my mood.
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MY MOTIVATION!

I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?

[Chorus]
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feel like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and turn the curtains

No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

We are moving through the crowd...

You are grey. One of the most understanding of

people. You understand humans and the human

condition. You tend to conform to those

around you and *your self-esteem is low. You

are seen as sterile, average, and kind of

*lost and depressive. You are very fair and

balance and not biased in any way. You are a

very accepting individual and your deep

understanding of life and humans make you

strangely artistic.


What Colour Is Your Personality? (Purty Pictures and longish answers)
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* That is so me.
Right now - thats how I feel.
But grey is soooo not my colour.



*You are a good girl. *You are never in trouble, and

have never been grounded in your life. You

are innocent, and have never had a boyfriend

because you aren't allowed to have a

boyfriend until your 16. #However, you are

jealous of the bad girls and long to be one,

but you work up enough courage to actually be

one. Your friends love you, you are cute and

cuddly, everyone tells you their problems and

secrets. You are a good student, and is the

person friends call when they need help.

Overall you are sweet, cute, and smart. A

friend who is alwasy there for others.


What Type of Girl Are You?(For Girls Only) With Pics
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* Yup thats me. never grounded.
# Yeah right. A bad girl. Dream on!

Yesterday, my mom told me a bad news.
I probably won`t continue my education to the next level.
I`m devastated right now.

I almost cry on the train today.
Thinking about it when two pathetic morons decided to test my patience.
Im not sure why of all seats, they choose the one next to mine.
Then acted like as if they are riding their father train.

Talking loudly.
Laughing hysterically.
Keep looking at me.
Looking at my file.
Pointing at me.
When they are alighting, the one who sit beside me point me to his friend.
I delibrately show my disgust to him.
But I never saw how they react.
Not my problem anyway.
Just because Im an ITE student, don`t think Im easy like the rest of them.

I really hate the world right now.
I really do.

Reality Sucks!

Something funny happen today.
I was getting ready to get out of the house, when my sister poke her head in and ask my mom whether she saw it.

My dad lost his safety boots!
I find it hilarious. The fact that "someone" is so desperate enough to steal my dad`s wear and tear smelly boots.
Hahaha. So funny.

I wonder who could have done the silly and desperate act.
The 'bangla' cleaner? Or just some kids playing prank?
If the first one, it understandable (*stifle a laugh*).
But the latter, it sick to know that someone or some immature kids will do that kind of stunt.

Kesian my father. Hahahaha.

Now I know that at Queenstown have a firestation. Hahaha.
Only a few friends know. (*wink)

I was quite piss off yesterday. My so-called friend decided to change plans.
Im not sure why Im the way that I am.
When I met the person that Im angry with, my anger will dissipate. Rarely my angriness will stay.
But if it does happen, Im not sure what to say.

Bless Them!

Life so far is quite predictable to me.
Everything happen as it is.

Im still hurting from yesterday Napfa test.
My leg muscles hurt so bad that I keep on hissing and cursing.
I barely walk straight.
Not only me suffer the bruises and pain.
Even my buddies experience it too.

Now having Java.
As per normal, it quite boring. Nothing much.
Today more to theory.
Making us feel restless.
Well, thats all I can say for now.

Nothing much to update.
Bye for now.

Anyong hi ka seyo.

Fighting!!
Fighting aja-aja!!!

I really dread to go to school today as we are having our final last Napfa Test. However you spell it.

We have to do the 6 station.
First the sit up, chin up, standing broad jump, sit and reach. All not in order.
Then, shuttle run. Hate it as much as I hate the next station 2.4 km run. That sucks.
I almost fainted when I was running around the track. The sun shine bright above our heads. The wind pushing us back and we have to struggle to fight against the wind. I almost give up. But think again, rather now than later. The faster we finish it up, the better.

So my worst nightmare is over. Now I can enjoy life like Samsoon/Hee Jin.
Eat anything you want but don`t have to worry about your weight.

Well, I do at times. But not always.

Wonder about my future sometimes. Whether I can make it or not. If not then, i just continue from where I am.

Hope the blading plan works. Coz I think I want to keep myself fit.

Too late - I think.

Annyonghesayo.

I bought Full House DVD yesterday. Divided among ourselves.
Watch the first CD. It consist of 4 disc. 4 episode in each disc.
Manage to catch only 3 episode. End up only me the last one standing - or rather watching. Can`t wait to watch the rest today.
Thats the reason why Im in my present state - sleeeeppppy.

Nothing much happen today. Do my usual routine.
Catch train at 7.23.
Reach school at 8.15.
Still alone in class at 8.45.
Do labs.
Surf net after finish.
Go for next class.
Go for break.
Buy milo.
Buy food.
Eat.
Then go out for fresh air.
Then go back class for other lesson.
Then go bus stop take bus.
Then take train.
Then walk home.

Pathethic isn`t.
Well that`s my every day life.

Right now having project class.
The only class that we can do whatever we want.
So take the opportunity to re-decorate my blog.

Okay. More like change my skin.
It`s because my previous skin got a lot of problems.
Too much moving things. Caused my blog to jam. So decided to keep it simple.
Nice and short and sweet.

Chang!



My favourite couple in the world.
Lee Young Jae & Han Ji Eun!!!!


MiJoo and Sam-Shik!!!!

Also there will be alot of Rain pictures.
My Favourite Korean actor/singer.



My life is quite mundane so no point posting it.
Probably some days I tell a piece of my boring life.
Other than that, Quiz and pictures.
Lots and lots of pics.
Hehe.

Hey! Check this out.

HAHAHAHAHA!

Wokay.
Thanks to my sister that I watch it.
At first the show were quite funny. But as it goes on to another disc, it getting duller and boring.
She was so violent and so loud. She is so unreasonable.
Okay maybe I will be like her if the guy keep bringing up the subject of money. My pride is more important. But if the guy uses it as an excuse to get to her. Im sure as hell will run the other way.
You stay with him when you know that he`s the type that flaunt his money.
But I got to admit. He is adorable. But my Rain is cuter. Hahahaha.
Rain cd single is out. $29.90??????? for a cd single.
That what I did yesterday. Almost scream at my sister`s ears.
Then she show me this sticker. It says "Import".
No wonder.

There`s this episode where the waitress in Bon Appetit discuss about men in generally. I really like it. Like people say, sad but true.

01-Nice men are ugly
02-Handsome men are not nice
03-Handsome and nice men are married
04-Handsome, nice and unmarried men are useless
05-Handsome, nice, unmarried and rich men are not interested in us
06-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us are players
07-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful are homosexuals
10-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us, faithful, straight and who would not lose interest in us even if we made the first moves - these men must have some problems!

So, what say you?