I was browsing the net and found this pictures.

Ok.
I admit.
I was browsing for Taufik Batisah pic and found this instead.




What surprises me is that big sign behind him saying "Bukit Batok Neighbourhood Police Post".
Bukit Batok!!
Thats a few blocks away.

I know he leaves in BB but there are east and west.
And there is also Bukit Gombak.

Surprise surprise!

I lost my donation card before so I have to report to THAT police post.
Wonder if he was there?
I was 12 when that happen.
That was 8 years ago
Now Im 20. He`s 25.
He`ll be 17..
Nah.
He still schooling then.


Eh??
Why am I talking about Taufik??
I should be talking about RAIN.
Rain, my oppa!

Sarang he oppa!

I guess I`ve been Taufik-ed.
*Sigh*

It was quite a tiring day today.
As per normal, my shift will definitely have a down crew situation.
Nothing new.

I almost take mc today but since nobody can do opening last minute, no choice but to go.

A lot of things have been happening to me, life is getting duller by the minute. If there is such words.

Whatever my problem is, I won`t post it today.

My focus right now is to this one particular guy.
Who melt my heart the moment my eyes look at him the 5th time.
Yup thats true.

From the 1st to 4th, I dont really like this guy that much.
But as time pass by, he started to grow on me.
Not like a tree but , more like a flower.
Small, and cute.

Listening to his voice today almost make me smile idiotically.(is there such word?)
And almost make me cry.

Listening to his song, Usah Lepaskan really make me feel his pain. I`ve been through it before. It still pains me but life have to go on.

Wait, you think Im talking about some random guy is it?
This is just not any guy.
It THE Taufik Batisah Im talking about.
I bought his album today and have been repeating track no 3 over and over again.

Im not that crazy over Taufik Batisah like my younger sister craziness over Hady Mirza. She went to every showcase that Hady Mirza appear. Mind you she`s only 12.
And if not my 16 year old sister, it will be me, her 20 year old sis who accompany her.
She drag my 23 year old sis to his other showcase previously, i think it called wishing upon a star or something.
I should have went with them, can see Taufik Batisah.
But to bad, work come first.

Well anyway, Im proud of our Singapore Idols.
They did great.
*yawn*
Im getting sleepy.

Off to my lala-land now, with my new lullaby playing in the background, Usah Lepaskan from Taufik Batisah.
Catch up soon.
An nyong!

People keep on saying their life sucks. Even if it only one bad thing happen in their life, they say, life sucks.

Break up with boyfriend. Life sucks.
Fail exam. Life sucks.
Fight with boyfriend. Life sucks.

They have no idea what life sucks mean.
Be in my position now.

Family problems, friends problem, work problem all put together into one tiny box and fasten it with a ribbon, and deliver it right to my doorstep.

Lately, people seems to be piss off with me eventhough I did nothing wrong.
Im not sure what is wrong with this people but I know that I dont need them to make my life happier. Coz being with them, make me wish that I`m not me.
That I was someone else.

I used to work my ways to please all party but I guess nobody really bother to notice it but instead, make my life harder.
Nobody thinks that Im trying to be the peacemaker.
Who am I kidding?
People nowadays dont need a peacemaker.

My current fav song is by PINK.
"I got money now"

It total reflects how I am feeling right now.

Here are the snippets of the song,

"When I was a young buck, I tried to be liked by
Everyone,
Everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly

I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense
I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends
I've got everything
And all is what it seems
I worked so hard all of my life
Just to have things I could call me
I don't need no love
Cause I have got enough
So now I don't mind being alone all the time
It's alright
I've got money now
That's what it's all about
And I'm so busy buying things and traveling the world
I don't have time for friends
Or family
And that's fine with me
So it seems

You don't, have to, like me, anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say, about me, anymore
I've got money now."


See what I mean?

I realized my mistake today.
I shouldnt have been so impulsive to order a Rain tshirt from the club.
I regretted now.
I didnt know that the in charge is so icy.

I know that you put in a lot of effort for us but you have no need to be so cold to me.
This is the first time that I join a club and order things and this is going to be my last.

Even though I love my oppa, but I have to give this a pass.

The concert and the T.

Bian neh oppa!

However, I wish the club all the best.
Aja-aja fighting.
Make us proud when Rain come down to Singapore.