I thought about putting a quiz on my site but decided against it. Because the quiz are so yesterday. I`ve tried all of it. It getting lamer everyday. Because you already expect the answer. It just a quiz. That doesn`t mean that it true. Well, few of them are. The ones that I posted are true, basically. The rest are outrageous. Asking questions that aren`t related to the title at all. Some of the question are so R-rated. It freaks me out. Whatever!

My sickness took a bad turn yesterday. I toss and turn at night. Coughing my heart out. Chest hurt so bad that I almost cry out in pain. Call my mom, who went to 'syarahan' yesterday, asking her to buy for me Strepsil or Fisherman`s Friend to ease the coughing. She said 'See first whether me father wants to go find shop at 11.25pm'. She told me to take cough syrup instead. I said yeah but I never took it. Too weak to go to the refigerator in the kitchen which is almost the opposite of my room. So I just lay down, read a book. Shivering my feet off with the fan switch on at the high speed. Eventually, I cough myself to sleep. But remember to set the alarm for tomorrow (that is today). Got XML test. So thought I should come early.

Henry message me early in the morning. That manager of mine. Asking me to work today. Hah! Told you, you need a crew. See? Thought about not working but remembering my KL trip. So decided to go for it. More cash, more stuff.

(*Looking horrified)Today is friday. So that means tomorrow is weekend. Oh No! Weekends means no school! No school means no - Never mind, just keep it to myself. But then again time flies fast. Before you knew it, its Monday - A Weekday! (*thinking positively). Only get to go school for 3 days for this week. By thursday, I`ll be gone from the surface of Singapore. (*Sulky face) 2 days of misery. (**heart shattered) Cant get to see - Opps! No telling! (*Cheeky smile) Whatever it is, hope I have a good time down there.

* my expressions
** exaggerate a bit

No offense people! Just being me =)

PS: Happy for my two friends! Hahaha. Got dear-dear already!
Left me alone. (*sniff)
Nay1 I don`t mind. Let nature takes its course.
Rabbana alamin. Ceh Isnarti!
Me, Isnarti the Freakazoid!

I think for now we girls have to be careful with what we say. Because we have a eavesdropper in the house. Welcome aboard!
I was nice to know that someone repeats what you say. Make it into a song or something. It also nice to know that this person replies back eventhough we are not talking to him. It`s quite encouraging as well to know that this person thought he/she know everything and decided to be special. Whatever it is, stop the pretense. It nettling me. (That word sound familiar. Wonder where I get it from? hmmmph! *pretend to think*)

It really getting on my nerves.
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I did a couple of test on Quizilla.com. It is soo true. ONLY THOSE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME WILL KNOW. So, Enjoy.

You have TRAGIC love...and after all of these
relationships that turned sour, youre probably
ready to give up entirely on finding the right
partner. Try to hang on and dont worry, love
can pop up when you least expect it, but you
arent going to see it if your eyes are clouded
by tears. (did i mention that the
broken-spirited Winterhart found true love with
Amberdrake??)


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"Your hidden talent lies in DANCE. You are
graceful, polite, and shy. Not many people
know much about you because you tend to keep to
yourself. However, even though you might seem
soft or weak on the outside, you have a core of
iron. Anyone who has crossed you probably
regrets it, because you will stand up for
yourself when you need to. Most of the time,
though, you prefer to find a peaceful solution
or just not get involved at all."


Where Does Your Hidden Talent Lie? (Girls - anime pics)
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You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.


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*Sigh* Long time never post a quiz. So from now on, It will be only quiz that I post. All my personal thoughts will be in my own personal journal. Where no one can read except for me. It much better that way. So know one will pretend to know me.
Only think happy thoughts. All the anger will be vanish from this blog. Only left with happiness. Resentment and hatred will be erased. I`ll be leading a happy life.
PS: People call me IS. So just stick to it!



You are sad because you are suppressed


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Im in class today. Just in case someone decided to shoot their mouth off before finding out the facts. I wonder if the library opens early in the morning? Make my life more easier if it does. My pride won`t suffer!
Im feeling both happy and sad today. Since I`m a bit optimistic. I probably talk about my happy side first.
Happiness
Met him today. Surprise the hell out of me. Never expect to meet him since I ALWAYS hope that I will. Well, like a saying, "It comes when you least expect it". I certainly never expected it. He was wearing a green T-shirt. It has been my favourite color for the past few months. Those dark dull green. I used to look for those shirts wherever I went. I still looking for it. He was wearing jeans and shoes instead of slippers. I actually tell myself that it couldn`t be him. It could just be someone who looks like him. Saw him talking to this floorball girl who boarded the train at the same station as me. I keep telling myself that`s not him. He probably be in school.But I look at his shoes. Then that confirm my fears. He always wear those shoes to school. Well, I notice almost everything about him. Almost. He wasn`t at school today. Wonder where he went? Saw his friends in the canteen area. I think I have to get over this infatuation. Need my mind to be free of this stuff.

Sadness
I always wonder why undergrad always behave the way they always behave. Look down on people. Thinking they are much more better than other people. But I wonder if they know that what they are doing are actually hurting other people. Im sure they don`t realize that coz their world only revolves around themselves. It happen to me a couple of time. I may be an ITE student. But that doesn`t mean Im stupid. From where I am, I can get to where you are. It just the matter of time.



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An nyong he sa yo!

Finally, I change my skin now.Im getting sick after seeing my face countless time everytime I open my blog. So decided to make my new skin faceless. Okay, Probably not. Since you saw my pic on the left hand sight. Just can`t resist to put it. Got scolded by Azack Sis for using her laptop too long since I promise her I`ll be using it for 2 hours. It exceeded the time limit since I just can`t get it straight which skin I wanted to use. Now you know which one I ended up with. Simple but nice. Only one scrollbar to view the entire blog. Just what I`ve been looking for. Tired of all those scrollbar when I want to read my chatterbox.

Im still angry over the fact that my songs couldn`t be played everytime I open my blog. Can`t even went to Ripway`s homepage bcoz my sister dominates the ripway. Since it can only have one account per household. What the heck?

I`ve totally lost my voice today. Yayah pretended not to hear me a couple of times. Need to talk louder to project my voice. My head throbs like mad. I shivering right now. My throat burn so bad that I don`t have any appetite to eat or drink. It getting more worst by the minute. More hoarse. Im hungry actually. But can`t swallow any stuff.

Im feeling guilty right now. Fannah ask me to enter this competition for her. Since I was felling so lethargic, I forgot all about it. I feel asleep through the night but was awaken by her sms. Eyes half shut, read the sms intend to sms but fall asleep instead. She reply me saying "She did it already". I read that message the next day by the way. The guilt is swallowing me up. I apologize profusely to her. But she just say "It small the pieces". Hermi loves to say that.

Need to rest my eyes since I`ve strained it a couple of time to change my skins. Skimming over those tiny words to oput the right info in the right place.
Besides, got to finish before Miss-what-time-are-you-finishing-this-thing comes back.

An nyong hi ka se yo!

Chum ku jari-e - By Lee Bo Ram
It not found on full house soundtrack. Aside from Oon-Myung (Destiny ) and Gomawohalgeyoh ( I`ll be Thankful ). This song is on top of my list. Totally fell in love with it. Been trying to find the lyircs and now I found it. Finally! Now I know why! The lyrics is so meaningful.
This is what got my captivated.

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"You have come into my arms now
And you are talking about love.
I pray that it is not just a dream.
My heart is so full of you now
That I can`t hold anyone else there.

I guess that since it is you,
I`ll probably say something stupid.
Your love happened to draw nearer
It was strangely unfamiliar to me~~

But the destiny I was promised
I didn`t know that it would turn into love~~
After a little while I`ll have to let you go
Because I don`t believe in myself enough

*CHORUS*
You find the seat I sit in alone
Now you must just return it
It was something so natural, so why does my heart ache?
You have found the love you were looking for
Now you must just return it
As you smile happily I`ll let you go woo~yeah~

As you look in my eyes, say that it is love.
I experienced love, but it is over
But I was so happy for that short moment
Exactly as if I were dreaming.
Now I realize
That we were in love from the beginning~~

You must not give me your love
You really shouldn`t do that!
Now I love you this much~"
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Now I know why it was featured on almost every episode of Full House. Whether it was the song or just instrumental. *Sigh*

Can`t resist putting the picture here. Hehe


*Sigh* just look at them.


*sigh*
Im addicted to this show. I miss watching it since I was busy working and schooling at the same time and for some reason as well. Just wish I had the vcd. Can watch it everyday -
Wow!
I just went to yahoo to search for Full House. The results 1,510,000. Oh My God!
This is gooood!


They look good together. So just get on with it. Who cares about Brian? He is too old for you, Song Hye Kyo. Rain is much more handsome, cute, younger than Brian. No need to be shy.
Haiyah! As if she read my blog. As if!

*hysterically fanning myself* Oh My God! Oh My God! Oh My God! I just found out something from my search of Full House. This is what I found!


They sell it! They sell Young Jae`s Key Necklace! On My God! But how much is US$79.90 if it change to Singapore currency? Oh My God! Probably $100+ *faint*
*Collapsed to the floor*

Set alarm at 7am today but wake up at 7.30 instead.
So tired as yesterday work till late at night.
Not feeling well today. Feel like my stomach is full with imbalanced chemical.
Toss and turn yesterday as the pain was unbearable.
Wake up to realize that the pain subside a bit. Now feel the bile rising up my throat. Making me wanna puke for no apparent reason. Could it be that I have food poisoning? Im hungry actually, but have no appetite to eat. Was thinking about Filet-o-Fish meal at McDonald or Chicken Cutlet or Sweet & Sour Chicken Rice. But think back, I still got to save money to go to KL next month. I couldn`t spent money on food everytime I have a craving for some. But then again, McDonalds are approachable. In every corner, McDonald will be lurking, Ronald waving the red hands as if inviting me to come and spend money.
What should I eat? Maggi mee? Not appetizing. Mee Poh at Banquet Jurong Point? Too far. Chicken Cutlet? Too expensive. Sweet & Sour chicken rice? Eat it recently. Filet-o-fish? Too immune to Mcdonalds stuff. Can get for free, still want to buy.
Now the pain is getting more intense. Argggh! It irritate the hell out of me.
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Yesterday, something happen. Tell Fannah about it. She say I`m getting too serious over it. Too huge. Do you think so, Fannah? I thought that was normal. I guess I never realized until it was too late. Can go back now. There`s no turning back.
Just have to hide it though. *Sigh* Why is it so difficult?

My bitch picture it too big? Any suggestion where should i put it?
Stressing me out. Eventhough it just small the pieces.

Yayah just told me a devastating news. Well, not exactly devastating. Im just exaggerating the fact a bit.
I can`t believe that there are some people who are shallow enough to laugh at some other people`s english. Like as if they are good enough to be compared to. Come on! We were born with a 2nd Language. Just because her english is not good that doesnt give you the license to mock her. That doesn`t mean you can have a jolly good time reading her blog, laughing your freaking head off at her spelling mistakes or her puntuation or the use of english itself. Okay, maybe to you its funny, and made no offense but seriously, if you are clever enough to laugh at her english, maybe you`re clever enough to use yor common sense to know that you are actually discriminating your own friend in front of her. Demolarizing in fact.

To all those who think they are clever enough, let me give you the definition of the word BLOG:
PS: Read the bold ones!

"Definition: an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page; also called Weblog, Web log"

If still not satisfied, visit this website:
Dictionary website
where you can brush up you`re english with words like discriminating and demoralizing.

I am a Feminist! So don`t blame me for standing up for my own people.

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I meet a barbarian yesterday.
Came into the store carrying his wakeboarding. So what if you`re Angmoh. Don`t give a damn!
He have to wait for his product so I tell him that. Guess what he say?
Normal! Fast food restaurant always have to wait.
Since I was angry and tougue tied, I said thank you. And practically shove it in his face. His partner heard it and look at him. Fine! Call me a bitch! "It easier to be a bitch either way" Quote it of from this movie I love. It true, anyway.
I love the song "Can`t Hold Us Down" by Christina Aguilera. It really reflects what we feel!


"So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will

So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

But you're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things
So you're just a little boy
All you'll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things"

Jeol lu ga, ga man hi na do.

I know some of you don`t understand what I`m writing about. Or should I say all of you don`t understand it.
Well, Im trying to learn korean. So I decided to try my knowledge on my own blog. See if anyone know what I`m trying to say.
I got help from some of my korean friends. They were quite helpful.

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The Used
It`s hard to say.

"The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how i feel today
Our years gone by, and i cry

It's hard to say that i was wrong
It's hard to say i miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same

My worries weigh the world how i used to be
And everything in cold seems a plague in me
And its hard to say how i feel today
Our years gone by, and i cry

It's hard to say that i was wrong
It's hard to say i miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say i have my
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone it's not the same

Words that i fear is the lie i told a thousand times before
Words that i fear is the night
But it's hard to say how i feel today
Our years gone by, and i cry

It's hard to say that i was wrong
It's hard to say i miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say i have my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone i'm not the same
It's hard to say (god it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone, i'm not the same."

I found this lyrics on the internet. I was looking for the lyrics since I heard the song. And stumble across this website with The Used lyrics. And there is like a small forum where they post their thoughts about the song. Little did I know the singer of the band "Bert" wrote this song based on his life experience. Let me quote what some of them say.

"by KryStinANCheryL on 10-23-2004 @ 04:33:47 AM
This song is definately about Kate.
From what I've heard Kate is a girl who he dated for around five years and lost his virginity to. I heard that one day he had decided to call her out of the blue only to find out through her younger sister when he called, that she had overdosed and died. I think this song is definately about her and I think a lot of the other songs are too. I am part of the used nation and someone in there said that at one of the shows he said they had never played the song 'hard to say' before but they were going to and to excuse bert if he got emotional, which he did while finishing the song =("

"by Hey Romantica on 12-19-2004 @ 09:56:25 PM
Definitely about Kate. It's so sad that he did everything with this girl, lose touch, and wind up calling her and finding out she's gone. She was pregnant with his child as well which is just terrible. He lost everything when he lost her and I think a lot of this album is soaked in her memories."

"by faking on 12-24-2004 @ 09:30:55 PM
i read that they had been dating, but then they broke up, and then he tried to stay friends with her because she was pregnant, then she overdosed on the fourth of july, and he lost them both.. and thats when they decided to put this song on the CD, apparently alot of the songs on this CD are about her."

Tragic isn`t it? No wonder I feel sad everytime I hear that song. It like, I feel what he`s going through. All the pain, all the regret, all the lost, all the heartache. We girls know how it feels. We are sensitive to this kind of stuff.
Lesson learnt today - Don`t took things for granted. You never what you have until you lost it. Cherish every moment you have. You never know if tomorrow is the last day.

"So I guess the fortune teller`s right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don`t care, I have no luck, I don`t miss it all that much
There`s just so many things that I can`t touch, I`m torn

There`s nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That`s what`s going on, nothings right, I`m torn

I`m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I`m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I`m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I`m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I`m cold and I`m ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You`re a little late, I`m already torn

I know, I get cold
Cos I can`t leave things well alone
Understand I`m accident prone
Me, I get free
Every night the moon is mine
But when the morning comes
Don`t say you love me
Don`t say you need me
I really don`t think that`s fair
Boy I`m not so dumb
But when you leave me
I`ll be wishing i, wishing i, wishing, I was there"

Today,
I was late due to the stupid transitlink services. They were supposed to have a lot of trains going to Pasir Ris via Bukit Batok. But I dont know why I waited for so damn long but the train still have not yet arrived.

Early in the morning, small group of people decided to test my patience. I guess they never know how bitchy I can get. Now they ALMOST got their own medicine. Im lenient enough to let them go. Freaks!
Im totally pissed off today. I thought it going to be a great day. But they ruin my mood for me.

"THANKS GUYS! Thanks for the joke! KEEP IT UP!"

Maybe you deserves what you get. Disturbing other people. Then trying to act as if it not your fault. Please! Get a room!

That`s the reason why I thought guys just don`t deserve my time, my patience. They just being ignorant. Im going to tell him off if he keep on talking about himself. Then leave him like that. Just don`t appreciate what you have. Keep on talking about your past. I have seen a lot of freaking morons in my school. It enough for me to know that they are just lustball walking around with their horrible-looking pants. I may look like a nice girl but please, dont take advantage of it.

Lesson learnt today. Dont be a smartass. If you dont know me, then don`t pretend you know.

"SARCASM ARE THE ONLY SERVICE I OFFER." -For now.

Ha Ji Ma !

Why must everything by so complicated?
Moh Lee Apoh!
Just thinking about it.
Maybe I should just forget the whole thing.
I`m destroying my mind, I know.
But still, I have to pretend nothing happen.
chin gu gah na reul mot bon che haet seum ni da.
ee jeh got so shik eul deul eul ten deh yo.
Dont ask me what it is?
It for me to know and for you to find out.


Ps: Fannah, keum bang ggeut nal gut kat seum ni kka? About the time I called you in class.

Finally, used computer at home. Can host pics from bbq on saturday. Im tired right now. What seems like a long weekend for me. On Sat went to work early. Change time with Shufen. So that I can be released early. Finish work at 3.30. Wait for 2 more gundus to punch out. In the end 1 "baboo" decided not to go pit. Where in the first place, she was quite excited about the whole thing. Whatever lah eh minah!

Wait my to more gundus at bus stop. Call me saying 5 more mins reached the bus stop. The 5 minutes are like forever. Took 66 to bedok interchanged. Damn packed. Almost being elbowed by this indian man whom trying in vain to stop his 10-year old son from crying hysterically. Not once but countless time. I almost -almost say out loud to him. GET A ROOM!. FREAKS!

When got down, try looking for bus number 36 or 646. Whatever it is, we can`t find it. In the end, the other peeps at east coast gave wrong information. Making my butt sit like that for almost 2 hours is almost worth it. Reached there at 8 plus by cab. Got time to took picture.



By 12 midnight, all quiet down. Im trying to catch some sleep as Im working later at 12pm. Got video shoot that day. Embarrassed the hell out of me. Doind it in front of tons of people. But I admit it was fun. Now I know how hard it is to be an actress. Need to have a lot of energy and patient. My cheeks hurt from smiling too much at the camera. My throats hoarse from -should I say screaming our lungs out to be heard among the thunders yesterday. My legs feel rubbery today after playing floorball. Compete with that SAMRI class. I feel great after knocking that ball out of his clutches. Doesn`t deserve to be his in the first place. IT OURS, DUDE!

Whatever lah Shamri eh? hahahah. He`s our displinary master by the way.
Anyway decided to end this post with my fav cousin pics. She with her new brother. NurAin Batrisya with Abdul Shamee. Whatever his name is.. I hope I got it right.



PEACE!

PS:"Seul peu ji man gwaen chan eun chuk haet ssuh yo."

Early in the morning, my mom pick a fight with me
I don`t know whats her problem is whether pms or whatever bullshit, she can`t possibly switch off the damn phone. I`ve been trying to reached my own house but to
no avail. She PROMISE to accompany me go town today to buy that damn bag. Freak!
It already 10 plus. I was supposed to meet her at Orchard MRT station at 11:30.
I want to ask whether she want to stick to the plan or what.
She never pick up the freaking phone. God! She make me lost my mood. I forget to bring my dads bill. The one he ask me to help him pay. That`s the whole point why I called in the first place. I rarely talk in class. I snap at people who irritate me. JUST BECAUSE MY MOM WOULDN`T PICK UP THE BLOODY PHONE!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, I`M TOTALLY PISS RIGHT NOW. SO DON`T TALK TO ME. Or you head will be cut off.

I`m starting a new day by going to school early. I mean - really early. I reached here at 0955 when my lesson actually starts at 1000. I was 3rd person that arrived for this lesson. Quite amazing as I was late yesterday. An hour late, but go back 1 and a half hour later. Doing nothing but play games. The others play games that is. While I was blogging myself away.

After I was released from school, I met Fannah at Orchard to look at some stuffs. Stuff that I can buy with 30 bucks. I didn`t realised that I took the same train as her. When I get off the train, saw her. She was about to sit on the stool when I approached her. Long time never see my best friend. Only she can recognize me. The one and only Fannah! *sigh* I never realized that I changed so much. Physically I mean. Not attitude. I`m still the same person as I was in primary school. Thats what my primary mates says. Except that I have grown up and more mature than the crybaby I was once before. It really sad when someone you always hang out with at secondary school don`t remember you. When you haven`t met for almost 1 and half years.

Whatever it is. I`m fine with that.

We went to Samuel & Kevin first at Wisma Atria. The pants are so damn cool. But sometimes I wonder if I can fit in. Then went to Far East Plaza. Walk around, saw this duffel bag. Fall in love with it but hate the price. Ask Fannah whether I should buy. She say survey first. If I find much more cheaper and nicer then buy it. Ended up at Long John Silver at Level 1. Bought Combo Meal 1 and chocolate pie. (no wonder can`t fit in ladies pants. Eat too much.) Wasn`t happy with the outcome of the product. The chicken getting smaller and the fries getting lesser. Certainly not up to standard.

- OH MY GOD! Guess who I just saw? Yusof sleng! Hahaha. So cute. Whatever!

After eating, found another duffel bag. Much more cheaper than the previous. But the color to common for a duffel bag. The reason why I wanted to buy it because I wanted to use it for my trip to KL this August. Could also use it when I have to go to work after school. Can chunk all my stuff inside that bag. Big enough to put my wear and tear work shoes and uniform. Talk about this to Azack sis. She give me lazy response. Whatever lah.

After enough looking, we went to HMV. To look at CD. Thank god I went in. Or I will regret it for the rest of my life. I found Rain cd at level 1. I was surprised because mostly level 1 consist of english album. I look at it and found the cover is different from the one I saw last month. The price was different too. The previous one was $27.95. But now was $20.95. Wondering why a sudden drop on the prices. Now I know. The expensive one was printed and manufactured in Korea. The cheaper one was printed and manufactured in Singapore. The Singapore one included DVD. So rather buy the cheaper one right? Got DVD some more.

Talking about cd. I miss my James! Hahaha! That "bapok". He wanted to borrow my M2M but I just can`t seem to find it. He quit Mcd already. Transfer to McCafe. Waiting to be enlisted to the army in September. Don`t worry, Xiao Guo! I try to find that Cd before september hor! If I found it, I msg you aight! Oh and Xiaoting. Remind me to return your Jay Chou cd. If not, I forget.

Now, "I`m all alone. There`s no one here beside me." Yaya and Li not here today. So I`ll be singing that song till they arrived. Btw yaya, that song was sang by SHREK`s friend. DONKEY! in Shrek the movie.

"It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday

And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
You know it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
But we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds
Come over here lady

Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over, heal over, heal over someday"

This song really meant a lot to me. It reflects how I feel. Nothing can express better than songs. Thats`s me. Express feelings through songs. The song is soothing too. Makes me like it more.

I`m class right now. Feeling tired and sleepy. Been losing sleep for the past few days. I think I`m going to be sick soon. Since I feel feverish. My head throbs like mad. My throats hurts. But any hu, -

There`s someone knocking at the back door of the class. Since I was the only one who sit near the door, I turn and saw apes outside. Trying to seek attention. Seriously, after hearing a lot of ghost stories lately, I`ve been jumpy most of the time. Scared at small little things. Like yesterday, I was at Jurong Entertainment with my mom. Just got out of Mcdonalds buying filet-o-fish meal. When suddenly, I saw a flash of shadow beside me. I jump and my heart thundered loudly. It was actually a shadow of a plant. If you been there you know what plant I mean.

Now, Im feeling hungry. But decided against eating at school. One stall too expensive. The other dirty. Yucks! Rumours has it that this particular stall never practice personal hygiene. Now, I think Im going to eat outside.

Well, gotta go. Need to finish my assignment.

I just reached my class, panting. Have to climb to the fourth level since the elevator are out of bounds to students. Since a lot of mishap happens to the elevator by ignorant and selfish students who only think of themselves but not others. Because of their childish behaviour, I have to climb the stairs now. But on the positive side, I can lose weight this way. But quite tiring lah, if everyday I have to climb that high.
I live on the third floor. But rarely use the stairs. Mostly the elevator. The reason way I`m on the plumb side.

The reason why I never want to go to school resurface again. It happened just now. Just this hollow feeling creep into me. Maybe it was unintentionally but I still struck me as odd. What ever it is. I won`t let it ruin my day. Just pretend nothing happened.

Be naive for awhile. Be stupid and geeky for awhile.
Take everything as it is.

People sometimes took things for granted.
People sometimes pretend to care but actually they don`t.

People usually say what they don`t meant. Whether they are good or bad. But whatever it is, it will obviously leaves a mark on people. It will hurt them like hell but you won`t know coz you won`t feel it. You hurt others but you won`t know. They cry, you won`t notice coz you so busy looking after what`s best for you. To you, it was critism. To them, it insult and humiliation. I wonder if you notice whether you have hurt other people just by voicing it out. If the person is a nice person, he/she wont bear grudges against you.

I wonder if that person really cares about you, really wanted to change just for you. But you were busy noticing something else that you don`t realize what worth under your nose. As a saying goes "You lost a precious diamond while busy collecting stones."
But by the time you realize your mistake. It was too late. No turning back. No healing scars. No taking back your hurful words that make them cry.

I`m in the sour mood now. After watching full house. It makes me think about what going on around me. What exactly happen around me. It makes me realize that you can`t be too gullible. People took you for granted. Dont trust too willingly. Or you might end up getting hurt. With no cure whatsoever.
But thinking back it reality. You`re not living in a fantasy world where everything is alright. Where everything work in the end. As it is, REALITY BITES!

"Summer has coming pass.
The innocent can`t never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my father`s come to pass
7 years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when september ends

Here come the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rest
Never thought get what I ask
Wake me up when september ends.

Summer has coming pass.
The innocent can`t never last
Wake me up when september ends

Bring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when september ends

Here come the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rest
Never thought get what I ask
Wake me up when september ends."

Here I am in class. Playing games on computer while waiting for Mr Goh to start the lesson. I`m quite early I must say myself. Usually I`m late but now decided to be a good girl again.

Rule number 1 : No more cutting classes eventhough I`m too tired to go.
Rule number 2 : Lateness is not exceptable.
Rule number 3 : Skipping class not granted.

But under different circumstances, those rules can be broken.:)

The class is so quiet that I can hear myself tapping on the keyboard. What happened before I arrived? The atmosphere seems tense.

Probably they -

Opps, Mr goh is starting the lesson now. Got to pay attention. Be right back.
Ciao!