Im currently loving this song...
Dont know why but I sort of like it..
Maybe due to my current situation...
I realized that I cant really trust some people...
I hurts me more to think that they were actually my friends....
*sigh*
When will this backstabbing-friends end?
I cant take it anymore...
It happen since my primary school days...
I need to have a few years of peace...
And it going to get worst if I were to have a boyfriend..
Coz all this incident make me difficult to trust people..
Can I trust my boyfriend?
A question I have to give a try one day...

One Republic - Apologize
=========================

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...


It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-

I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

YEA!!

The long awaited break is here....
I needed it now more than ever...

And I hope nobody can destroy my vacation eventhough it only for 3 days..
Im going to clear my mind off this trouble or secret that Q just told me...

My heart is getting heavier and heavier with every step I take...
*SIGH*

Well, whatever it is..
Friends.. Dont miss me tooo much...

Take care..

Till then......

This is funny and underrated at the same time...

I got this from Camille multiply..

Read and tell me whether you agree with it...

1. Fine:
This is the word women use to end an
argument when they are right and you
need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a
half an hour. Five minutes is only five
minutes if you have just been given five
more minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

3. Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm. This
means something, and you should be on
your toes. Arguments that begin with
nothing usually end in fine (see #1 above).

4. Go Ahead:
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh:
This is not actually a word, but is a
non-verbal statement often misunderstood
by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you
are an idiot and wonders why she is
wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to #3 for the meaning of
nothing.)

6. That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous
stateme nts a women can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think
long and hard before deciding how and
when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not
question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8. Whatever:
Is a women's way of saying F@!# YOU!

9. Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told
a man to do several times, but is now
doing it herself. This will later result
in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the
woman's response refer to #3.

I was doing practically nothing... So went drama hunting at crunchyroll when i accidentally click on music instead..
So what the heck, so I click on letter R
And find RAIN...
Muahahaha...

I finally got the translation for Truth meet BMW (why that title I wonder)..
And finally I understand what Rain is talking about...
Haha...

And I found the lyrics translation as well...
Love the meaning of the song...

I know what you're trying to do
Wanna make me just like you
No love just playing around
You wanna see me living my life like you

I've become just like you, my heart has turned cold
Saying there's no such thing as real love; So convinced, I shut the door to my heart

Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I know it's hard to find, but still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting

No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.

Of course I will still cry, yet like I fool I continue believing
Those words, that promise of staying together forever, I believe in them once again
My heart is hurting so, that I was deceived makes me so angry
Just like that I'm always the only one getting hurt in the end. Weeping; Heartbreaking

Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I'm always hurt, still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting

No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.

Why'd you break my heart oh why?
Baby, why'd you make me cry oh why?
Even you, even you made a fool of me
Still I plan on waiting for love.

No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.

No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.

AND YES, I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE

OPPA, SARANGHAE!!!

Its been awhile since I blog....

And as per normal, lots of things happen..
But it not worth to jot it down since to me it doesnt really matter..
What is done, is done...

Im touched that Adeeq call store just now and talk to me..
Well, not really asking for me... But still she ask how was everything..
Speaking of which, SANDY if you are reading this..
I realize that I never see you face yet..
Hmmm.... when was it that you ask me my working days...
Right.. 1 week ago... Hmmmm....

I cant stand one of the rider there... Feel like slapping him...
He thought that the joke is funny...
But I find it offensive...
It just that I dont show it...
Well, until the end of my shift... Where my face it pretty black..
Due to my gastric pain and that stupid insufferable joke he made...
And the fact that Marf lack of sleep seems to make him a bad person..
Other than that, everything seems okay..
From people point of view...

Okay enough said...

People you should watch Nodame Cantabile..
A japanese drama about classical music...
I laugh my heart out watching this...
Also love Spring Waltz....
Jae Ha is sooooo cute....
Im kind of happy that Daniel Henney character never gets the girl..
I was laughing cause the plot is predictable...
NO offense though...
I love Daniel Henny especially in My name is Kim Samsoon but I prefer Seo Do Young..
It goes to show that no matter how handsome the next guy appear in your life..
it will never waver your feelings for the other...
This love is what Im hoping to experience...
Sort of..
Coz life is unpredictable...
It never ends like a movie...

This post is dedicated to two crew of mine who met with an accident on sunday night..
They were on their way to work when it happened.

It was raining heavily that day, too heavy even my dad have trouble seeing the road...
My restauranteur and me were worried like mad why they havent arrived yet..
She keep on asking Thila to call and check on them..
They were supposed to punch in at 2300 but by 0015 they are still not there...
I actually never really thought anything bad will happened to them..
I receive the news from Maruful the next day at 2200..
It doesnt really effect me until I told my dad about it...
I almost burst in to tears..

Im quite close to them.. Every night shift I will looked forward to them coming to work and gossip more...
Micheal Lee had fractured his arms and legs..
While Richard is in coma.. He had severe lungs and liver damage..

Richard help me a lot since I started working here..
He help me through the hard times...
Help me set up my MDS drawer..
Help me find lost money..
Make me laugh when Im down..

I was working graveyard shift on Tuesday when everything went haywire..
MDS stuck...
Down crew..
Heat treat machine got problem...
All was supposed to be with Richard and Micheal..
I realize that day how much I depend on him....

Richard, you will always be in my prayers...
Stay strong...
Remember you still havent told me the whole story about "anjing".....
You need to wake up to finish your whole story...

Gosh!!

I cant believe im tearing up now...
Im still afraid to visit him....

I just got back from work.
Time check - 3.23am..

I finish work at 2 in the morning...
Coz this buddy here decided to pick up WCP crew on the way.
Why cant he just send ME home FIRST..
Since Im the only one left....
I could have finish writing this post by now...
Or better, I might be sleeping already...
Hmph!!!!!

My title says it all....
My RM give me a grace period of two weeks for me to get used or familirise with the new surrounding...
She call it "Honeymoon" period..
Where she wouldnt scold me or anything...
But it over...
I`ve got the taste of it just now...
I was like what the hell??
The crew were like patting my back asking me to relax...
They thought I was crying... Funny how these guys were thinking...
No worries boys.. I wont shed a tear of something soo minor..

It really ironic where in my old store mostly were girls, now most are boys..
But the cute thing is, they keep on saying how cute or pretty my smile is or how I look today...
I get that almost everyday from this certain guy. But Im surprised that more and more decided to be more "open" about their opinion on me... Haha...
Hmmmmm.... Something smell fishy in here...
But most of them were malaysian crews...

I made a small progress with the riders..
They are getting more friendlier since they know I can talk... *roll eyes*
But they still feel intimidated by me.. Haha....
One of the riders is funny..
He keep on saying that I abused him...
But it wasnt my fault anyway..
So, dont complain, Naz...
They are a nice bunch of people...
Everyone minus the management....
I seriously wonder why I always cant get along with the management...

One is pissed off with me..
One is verbally abusing me...
One think Im a retard.
While the other try to push the blame to me cause Im new..
And one distance herself...
One loves to strangle me with any opportunity...

But the good thing is that...
We rarely see each other....

Since my "Honeymoon" period is over...
So is the good girl attitude....
This time, I wont let it slide....

Just like Rihanna said "Good girl gone bad, they gone forever..."


Ok, enough of all the EMO stuff...
Since Im off this past two days, went korean surfing on the net and manage to catch "Save the last dance" and "Resurrection"
Both are good but I prefer "Resurrection"...

Love how the story develop..
Love the soundtrack as well....

"Save the last dance" is okay...
I love how Kim Eugene act...
Love her since Wonderful Life...
The soundtrack is not bad either..
I feel like throwing something heavy on Chang-ho/Hyun Woo`s head..
So that he can remember Eunsoo....
And there is too many bitches in that story....

Unlike resurrection...
Too many a**holes...

*sigh*

Need to rest my eye...
Need it on the battle field tomorrow...

Aja-aja fighting Isnarti!!!
Fighting!!!!!!