Yesterday,
We (my classmate and I) went exploring the whole school.
What I meant by the whole school means the school roof.
As I was afraid of heights, I find it quite nauseating but fun nonetheless.
We when to the end of the building where there is our ITE logo.
We stood there and took pictures.
At various places. All on the roof.
There`s this one part where those who were brave enough went to clock tower.
They stood there, just right above I-net Cafe and took pictures.
I dont think I have enough courage to do that.
But if I was offer $1 million dollars, I probably think twice.
Not easy money to come by.
I probably have to work for another 50 years, then I can achieve that amount.
Almost achieve it.
Well, now my whole body aching from the adventure yesterday.
Especially my hip bone. Feel like I`ve aged for years after coming out of that rooftop.
Even my legs feel rubbery now.
Could be the fact that Im hungry or tired.
Now doing my Internet Application Exercises.
Was getting involved in it until Part 9.
Makes me angry.
*Sigh*
Get bac later. I need to do the part 9 again.
Oh and I wont be updating my blog for 3 days starting on friday.
Im going on a holiday to Kuala Lumpur with family.
I`ll continue on wednesday.
Till Then....

Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Someone To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls
Want You To Know That We Love You


Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Our Help?
We Known Each other Too Well

I love this song.
To All THE GRILS OUT THERE -
WE ROCK BIG TIME.
DONT LET THEM BRING YOU DOWN.

Today.
As per normal, Im late to school.
Too tired to walk from MRT station to the bus stop.
But still have to. Need to go to school.
Later got test. On ASP Object.
Lucky it quite easy.
Now searching for blogskins.
So don`t be surprise if you saw something new.
My new addiction.
Changing blog skins.
Huh! Found one.
Get back soon. Keep tagging.
=)

Wow! I didnt know that posting snide remarks about police officers got people tagging me. Maybe I should give more remarks in the future. Then more people tag me. Hahaha. Weirdo!
Haiz. Yesterday was so sleepy. Got co-op duty from 12 to 4. Then got stupid co-op meeting about making badge for us. Our duty hours. Bla Bla Bla. No wonder I felt sleepy.
Finish meeting at 5. Straight away go to co-op. Got night sales duty. From 5 to 8pm. Man, they are so slow opening the door. Dont want my $15 cut short. I need that money man. Want to go KL next week. So, need more money to shop.

Around 6 to 7 in the evening, my friends and I experience something paranormal.
ENTITY! Wakaka! I was sitting in the co-op shop behind the counter, in front of the door of the office. Jannah was eating mee from makcik`s Mee Sedap in the co-op 'office'. I was actually day dreaming, not really down on earth. Suddenly, the light in the 'office' flickered. I thought I was the only one who notice. Then I turn and look at Jannah. She looked at me. Instead of muttering prayers, we laugh. Hahaha. Seriously, it was funny. Maybe not to you but to me it is. Maybe because you weren`t there, so not funny.
Yani want to know why. We cracked up even more.
Exactly a week ago, me, Jannah, Yusof, Yani and Iris was in the co-op at night. We keep on telling ghost stories to each other. But never in my life thought that Yusof terrified of ghost. We used that to our advantage. After closing the shop, we girls run out of the shop, leaving Yusof alone. He ran to the door, leaving the computer on. That scaredy-cat. Then we forced him to go and switch it off. He drag Iris with him and hold on to her bag. CHICKEN! He is so cute. Running.. Hahaha. So not heroic!

More bad news for me. More secrets were revealed. But, what the heck! I dont care.

Okay okay, Not all police officer are like that. But hey, so far, all officer that I met are like that (especially at woodlands checkpoint.) So just prove to me. Just one. Just one officer that are totally opposite of my opinion. *Sigh* never known that there`s many police supporters out there. Oh!!! I forget. Taufik Batisah is one. Imagine if all Taufik fan read my blog. My tagboard will be bombarded with angry fans claiming that not all police are the same. But hey, it my blog. I can write whatever I want. This is where I penned my thoughts, my anger, my sadness, my goofiness, my happiness, my luckiness, my stupidness, my hopefulness and so on.
Haha but feel free to criticise me. I appreciate it. Thats where I learn and correct myself.
To Yayah - I watch my words next time. It cost me a lot of pain already.
To Mush - Sorry. Not all SCDF the same. I know. I got you to prove it. ;p
To Zad - I AM THINKING HAPPY THOUGHTS. :)
To Rhyno - I`ll be fine.
To Ting-ting - Flood my tag okay?
To my sis - ???????
To Kak Lina - I rest my case! *Hands Up*
To me - S.M.I.L.E. Coz me smile shines brighter than someone. hahahh.

On my way to school, I met this police officer in the train.
I was standing as the train was crowded at that time.
When reachin Raffles Place, this police officer suddenly got up from his sit and when to this bangladeshi man. And said something to him.
Everybody was looking at him but too bad. I cant hear what the hell he said.
Just because he is a police officer doesnt mean he had the authority to embarass or humiliate people of different races. Im ashamed to say that he is my race.
No need to be a bigshot. You are just a police officer. Not a CID or something.
When he got down at the next station (CITY HALL), He still point his finger at that bangla. Seriously, He changed my opinion on police officers or anyone that wears a blue uniform. SCDF or Police. They are cut from the same cloth.

Why must the girl in the fairy tales need rescuing?
Why must it BE THE GIRL that need to be rescued?
Why cant it be the other way round?
Why must a girl kiss many frogs to find a prince?
Why cant the guy kiss a scorpion or something to find his own princess?
Probably she turn into a viper princess.
Then those guy get their own medicine. Bitter one at that.
I wonder if guys knew the meaning of honesty and loyalty.
I bet on my life they dont.


I cant believe it.
I keep asking her whether it true.
She tell me all the details.
For two months Ive been kept in the dark.
I thank god profusely for letting me stay that day.
For letting me take the first move to talk about it with her.


So much for declaration of love to me.
It was all scam!
LEOPARD NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOTS!
Maybe I was to blame for all of this.
Just by saying one word, Ive made a mess of my life.
This whole relationship thing makes me realize that boys are not worth it.
Not worth a cent you spent.
Not worth the time you lost.
Not worth your mind to remember.
Not worth your eyes to see.
Not worth your mouth to speak.
Not worth your ears to listen.
Not worth of your tears.

I won`t be kissing any frog for now.
Let the frog find me.
In my secret hiding place.
Where I keep everything safe.


LESSON TO LEARN: FOR GUYS OUT THERE, IF YOU WANT TO CHEAT ON YOUR GIRLFRIEND,
MAKE SURE YOUR ACCOMPLICE IS NOT IN THE SAME SCHOOL AS HER.
THERE`LL BE HELL TO PAY.


Ive been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (boo) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyes

Im sad.
So sad.
Im too crushed to drop a tear.
I cant believe it.
Im so down.

"As we walk to left, as we walk to the right.
As we walk as we walk as we walk all night.
With a heel and a toe and a half turn around
with a heel and a toe and a new friend found."


What a song! Sheesh.
I have to do that dance together with the song at work today.
The big bosses coming, so trying to impress them with song, dance and a makeover!
I came to work half an hour early.
When I reached, there was strong feeling of excited vibe circling around.
Saw my colleagues with same hairstyle. And makeup to my horror.
All look fresh and excited.
Little did I know I was involved too.
They tie my hair in french braids. They put on makeup for me.
Lucky someone told me my makeup was too thick and help me wipe it off.
If not, I will be a laughing stock of the day. Thanks.. You know who you are.
They ask me to wear contact lenses. But sorry babes, I afraid of contact lenses.
I prefer wearing my specs as I can hide half of my face behind it.
So no one will notice I existed.
It works anyway as I have proves of it that can fill my entire wardrobe.
Serious. Im not joking. Who will want to remember me?
"The quiet girl" as I was label at school.
Cant blame me. Im expensive girl. Not cheap.
Oh no, my bitchiness has surface. Sorry to all those who I have inflicted pain due to my bitchiness.
It wasnt my fault. Someone made me that way. I cant erased it. It sort of grow in me three years back. Expanding as time goes by.
Love? Does it existed? I ask that question to someone. He said that it does. Maybe I havent feel one yet. One must believe in love only then he/she will feel it.
Wise words, my man.
But the question is, do I want to feel it???

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I?ll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all open and I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn?t cut it
Almost had you
And I didn?t even know it

You kept me guessing and now I guess that
I spent my time missing you
And I almost had you

Yesterday was the most longest day of my life.
It was Adek`s birthday - my manager at macs.
We plan to meet her at Chua Chu Kang to have a dinner cum birthday celebration.
We were supposed to meet at 6.45pm sharp. Me, my sis and 2 more peeps.
My sister and I reached there early - around 6pm.
So we loitered around Lot 1.
At 6.45 we went to Lets Eat restaurant, waiting for them.
But I guess, due to their lack of discipline, half an hour later they arrived
but not together.
Yati came with Ana. Adek came alone.
My sis pulled a long face for 15 mins but because it was Adeks birthday she decided to calm down with my asistance. Then we watched Samara. What a movie. Only the sound effects that get to me. Not the story. I keep on shutting my eyes and ears. I dont want to have nightmare for the rest of the week. "Mommy!" Just hearing the word gives, me the creeps. Everytime I watched a horror movie, I always envision myself with all this ghostly stuff. Especially at 12 midnight. I wont sleep at that time. I will wait until 1 in the morning then i can shut me eyes without worrying whether they will appear before me. Me and my superstitions.

Exactly how I feel..
Trying to speak my mind
But nobody will listen.
Nobody try to listen.



I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don`t believe it makes me real
I thought it`d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said


If you believe it`s in my soul
I`d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I`m trying to let you know
That I`m better off on my own


This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don`t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it`s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it`s the only thing that I have


Don`t blame me if I`m bitching.

Thats the why I am.
I was made that way.
There`s a saying that goes,

"Behind every BITCH,
there`s a guy who made her that way"

I just got back from work today.
Man, was I tired.
I started work at 10am finish at 5pm..
A lot of customers..
But it was fun as there were my friends at work.
Even though Im the only malay girl there, they treat me equally
as they would their own friend. We are like one big family.
Now, Im goin to Jurong Point with my mom to buy a new bag.
Probably an Adidas bag. I`ve been eyeing it for weeks now.
Hopefully they still hace stock.Got pay mah.. So must buy.
Hey, Peeps... Tag me lah.. So I know you are dying to know my story of the day.. *wink wink*
Any way.. I`ll update soon.
Ciaoz! God Bless!