AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I can`t believe this. What`s wrong with guys in general?
First they say they like this girl, then the next.
They cheated on this girl, for that girl.
What`s up with that? I HAD ENOUGH!
"Crash World"
Crash
That was you and me
Started out so innocently
Shattered on the ground
I hear the sound
Crash
Ringing in my ears
I still feel the sting of my tears
Someone wake me
I can`t seem to break free
Go on
Get out of my head
I`m on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I`ve been stumbling in the dark
Living in a crash world
Hush
Don`t say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurd
Cause who we were
It gone forever
Crash
Underneath the fears
Everything`s so twisted and weird
Someone save me
I can`t seem to break free
Slow motion
Devastation
Should`n seen it coming
But I couldn`t do nothing
emotion
Desperation
Someone save me
I can`t seem to break free!
Eat your heart out, buster!
PS: Stop calling me DUWI! I had enough at home for that.
What`s with him?
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Staring at the Sun
Staring At The Sun
By Rooster
Daylight on my shoulder
Makes me feel alive
You kept me standing in your shadow
And it's a cold cold place to hide
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I know you won't leave me
But just turn and walk away
I'm tired of when you kick me around
Trying to kill my dreams and break me down
But I won't hang around
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I was staring at the sun
Daylight on my shoulder
I know its time to run
Yes I know its time to run
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe (stealing every breath I breathe)
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
Yeah, yeah staring at the sun
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
By Rooster
Daylight on my shoulder
Makes me feel alive
You kept me standing in your shadow
And it's a cold cold place to hide
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I know you won't leave me
But just turn and walk away
I'm tired of when you kick me around
Trying to kill my dreams and break me down
But I won't hang around
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I was staring at the sun
Daylight on my shoulder
I know its time to run
Yes I know its time to run
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe (stealing every breath I breathe)
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
Yeah, yeah staring at the sun
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
Freak! I just don`t understand.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Here I am all alone.
Why am I feeling this way?
I don`t understand why.
I feel funny
I can`t describe
Probably the reason why.
I`m tired and sleepy
Hungry and unhappy
Thinking about the reason why.
Keeping all to myself
Thinking, why should I tell
To them about the reason why.
They don`t know me
They probably never will
Understand the reason why.
So, I decided to stay for awhile
With my hands up high
Stretch to the sky
Then I`ll say goodbye.
Written by Isnarti Y.
==========================================================
This is what the say about Aries woman which is my horoscope.
Only the bold ones are true. The rest are for show.
To know the real me. Read the bold ones
ARIES WOMAN
She thinks the world is watching her through the
eye glasses of rose petal frame.
She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not
true and not even real, so she will feel hurt.
She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
She think only good things so she prepares and always
make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always,
quite systematic indeed.
If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself.
This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet
her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow
slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.
Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with.
She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she
could memorize everything from her childhood.
When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability.
She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.
Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman.
You could see her in the party dancing like
flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old
fashion lady or a geek.
She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men,
or she could be a cold and non-social person.
She will have her own way to win you over.
Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage".
Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight
need to be "Secure".
She plans her life, and socially life easily and very
carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody
or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life.
She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or
unconventional love.
She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a
woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from
a noble family by birthanyway (certainly there are always exception).
She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as
"secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character
type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a
long time.
You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some
spare times working for charity.
You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high
society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club".
She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her
dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot.
She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she
satisfy with herself now. (So TRUE!)
Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure.
If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her.
She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle
fragile person,
but in fact
she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.
Why am I feeling this way?
I don`t understand why.
I feel funny
I can`t describe
Probably the reason why.
I`m tired and sleepy
Hungry and unhappy
Thinking about the reason why.
Keeping all to myself
Thinking, why should I tell
To them about the reason why.
They don`t know me
They probably never will
Understand the reason why.
So, I decided to stay for awhile
With my hands up high
Stretch to the sky
Then I`ll say goodbye.
Written by Isnarti Y.
==========================================================
This is what the say about Aries woman which is my horoscope.
Only the bold ones are true. The rest are for show.
To know the real me. Read the bold ones
ARIES WOMAN
She thinks the world is watching her through the
eye glasses of rose petal frame.
She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not
true and not even real, so she will feel hurt.
She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
She think only good things so she prepares and always
make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always,
quite systematic indeed.
If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself.
This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet
her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow
slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.
Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with.
She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she
could memorize everything from her childhood.
When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability.
She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.
Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman.
You could see her in the party dancing like
flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old
fashion lady or a geek.
She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men,
or she could be a cold and non-social person.
She will have her own way to win you over.
Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage".
Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight
need to be "Secure".
She plans her life, and socially life easily and very
carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody
or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life.
She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or
unconventional love.
She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a
woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from
a noble family by birthanyway (certainly there are always exception).
She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as
"secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character
type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a
long time.
You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some
spare times working for charity.
You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high
society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club".
She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her
dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot.
She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she
satisfy with herself now. (So TRUE!)
Once you look back she already moved up again, quietly but sure.
If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her.
She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle
fragile person,
but in fact
she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.
Entity happening at west
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Okay, since I read my sister blog, I like to blog about the same thing.
"POCONG" or some say "GULA-GULA" or "Bungkus" as I love to label it.
It happen inmy area - Bukit Batok. Some say Jurong. I live here all my life, but never heard of such hair-standing news. But do this thing really exist? Some say yes. Some say no. But I guess, it up to individual. To me, everything is real. Now, don`t want to go back late at night. Or better yet, don`t go out at all.
"POCONG" or some say "GULA-GULA" or "Bungkus" as I love to label it.
It happen inmy area - Bukit Batok. Some say Jurong. I live here all my life, but never heard of such hair-standing news. But do this thing really exist? Some say yes. Some say no. But I guess, it up to individual. To me, everything is real. Now, don`t want to go back late at night. Or better yet, don`t go out at all.
My clumsiness embarrassed me sometimes.
Okay, I was in the train at around 7:50 am. Got the train that go straight to Pasir Ris. It was packed with humans since most people are off to work. There I was being squashed by humans who have the sense of urgency to squeeze their way through when the beeper sounded. To avoided being step on my white shoes, I moved back one step. While I was doing that, the train moved and make me lose my balance. To avoid falling down, I did something a desperate human will do. Clung onto someones else`s shirt. Hahahaha. OH MY GOD!!! The guy(-malay guy mind you)beside me was smiling at me. Arrrggghhhh
After that incident, I barely look on my left and front. I just stared downwards to avoid anymore embarrassement. Lucky it was pack with people. Or I wouldn`t be taking train to school anymore.
This clumsiness always reacts whenever I never went to school the previous day. Thats what I noticed this days.
Speaking of school.
The more days go by, the less enthusiasm I`ve got about going to school. Just thinking about going dreads me. I just feel like sleeping my way through this moment. Maybe my inspiration has drain out off me from being verbally abused countless times. No point pushing me. The inspiration wont come back. I`ve lost all will to carry on achieving my goal. So, just let me be. It take it as it comes.
PS: People, this is my private journal. Where I penned my thoughts and anger. My embarrassement and my joy. So please dont make fun off it. I can be lenient at times. But once I reached my limits, you will find your name on this blog.
Thank you. Im in no mood for jokes but in mood for critisim. Be my first guest. Don`t blame me for being bitchy, I was made that way.
After that incident, I barely look on my left and front. I just stared downwards to avoid anymore embarrassement. Lucky it was pack with people. Or I wouldn`t be taking train to school anymore.
This clumsiness always reacts whenever I never went to school the previous day. Thats what I noticed this days.
Speaking of school.
The more days go by, the less enthusiasm I`ve got about going to school. Just thinking about going dreads me. I just feel like sleeping my way through this moment. Maybe my inspiration has drain out off me from being verbally abused countless times. No point pushing me. The inspiration wont come back. I`ve lost all will to carry on achieving my goal. So, just let me be. It take it as it comes.
PS: People, this is my private journal. Where I penned my thoughts and anger. My embarrassement and my joy. So please dont make fun off it. I can be lenient at times. But once I reached my limits, you will find your name on this blog.
Thank you. Im in no mood for jokes but in mood for critisim. Be my first guest. Don`t blame me for being bitchy, I was made that way.
Stress made wrong choices
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Okay, so I bought Rain Cd.
I bought the 2nd album instead of the 3rd. under the influence - well, more like advice from me sister. It was alright. But I wish I bought the 3rd album instead of this one. The pressure was up when I was standing in front of the album, debating whether to buy the 2nd or 3rd. Anyway. Not only am I a fan of Korean drama/movie/songs. I`m interested in Japanese and Chinese too. Especially Jay Chou and Utada Hikaru. "Qi Li Xiang" and "First Love", both songs are my favourite.
To prove I`m a huge fan of korean entertainment,
Let me list down all my fav drama/movie/singer.
Drama
1)Full House
2)Autumn in my heart
3)All In
4)My Love Patzzi
5)A story of a bright girl success(ummm.. is it correct?)
6)All about Eve
7)Beautiful Days
8)Glass Slippers (less than half of it I watch)
Movie
1)My sassy girl
2)My tutor friend
3)marrying the mafia
4)Windstruck
5)Crazy first love (I never watch it but I like the actor. So can consider it my favourite movie too. hehe)
Singer
1)Obviously Rain a.k.a Bi a.k.a Jung Ji Hoon
2)Jang Nara
3)Boa (sort of)
What I want to watch
1)Sang doo, Lets go to school
2)Lover`s in Paris
3)My boyfriend is type B
Before I sign off,
Here are the links you can go to,
to listen to my fav Korean songs.
I Believe - Shin Sheung Hun (My Sassy Girl)
Chuh eum geu ja ri eh - Lee Bo Ram (Full House)
Oon Myung - Why (Full House)
My Sweet Dream - Jang Nara (My Love Patzzi)
Enjoy!
With Love;
Isnarti
I bought the 2nd album instead of the 3rd. under the influence - well, more like advice from me sister. It was alright. But I wish I bought the 3rd album instead of this one. The pressure was up when I was standing in front of the album, debating whether to buy the 2nd or 3rd. Anyway. Not only am I a fan of Korean drama/movie/songs. I`m interested in Japanese and Chinese too. Especially Jay Chou and Utada Hikaru. "Qi Li Xiang" and "First Love", both songs are my favourite.
To prove I`m a huge fan of korean entertainment,
Let me list down all my fav drama/movie/singer.
Drama
1)Full House
2)Autumn in my heart
3)All In
4)My Love Patzzi
5)A story of a bright girl success(ummm.. is it correct?)
6)All about Eve
7)Beautiful Days
8)Glass Slippers (less than half of it I watch)
Movie
1)My sassy girl
2)My tutor friend
3)marrying the mafia
4)Windstruck
5)Crazy first love (I never watch it but I like the actor. So can consider it my favourite movie too. hehe)
Singer
1)Obviously Rain a.k.a Bi a.k.a Jung Ji Hoon
2)Jang Nara
3)Boa (sort of)
What I want to watch
1)Sang doo, Lets go to school
2)Lover`s in Paris
3)My boyfriend is type B
Before I sign off,
Here are the links you can go to,
to listen to my fav Korean songs.
I Believe - Shin Sheung Hun (My Sassy Girl)
Chuh eum geu ja ri eh - Lee Bo Ram (Full House)
Oon Myung - Why (Full House)
My Sweet Dream - Jang Nara (My Love Patzzi)
Enjoy!
With Love;
Isnarti
Other side of the world to me.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,
All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me
On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore
Then the fire fades away
most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Ohh.... the other side of the world
You're.... the other side of the world
To me.
She's waiting like an Iceberg
Waiting to change,
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like
the water,
All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
to me
On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers
and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along
Then the fire fades away
But most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore
Then the fire fades away
most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're.... the other side of the world
Ohh.... the other side of the world
You're.... the other side of the world
To me.
The true me
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. |
Key to my heart
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
The Only One
"Im all alone. There`s no one here beside me."
I remember watching Shrek when Donkey sing that song coz Shrek couldn`t be bothered with him.
That`s how I feel. All my girl friends weren`t here. 2 of them, Yayah and Liyana, have to perform on for the Juniors. It`s their orientation day. Anne, tell me at the last minute that she couldn`t come due to her grandmother, who been admitted to ICU.
So here I am, all alone. There`s no one here beside me.
So far I look, Im the only girl around.
Oh! Finally, Amanda show up. Yeah!
Im now in PCA Lesson. Which means PC Architecture. So far, its digestable (If there is such word.)
Just got back from 20 mins break. Another girl turn up.
Today, Im going to town after school. With my sisters. Try check out Rain CD again. No hopes up. I`ll be depressed again if I was so confident that it`ll be available. I have to wait for 2 weeks. 3 weeks tops. By then, all the money that I save will be gone. To my daily expenses which is mostly food. Even Full House soundtrack is not available. Aiyoo.. Buy online much more expensive but always available. Never mind. Im a patient person. Patient is a virtue. It be pay off. I hope.
I remember watching Shrek when Donkey sing that song coz Shrek couldn`t be bothered with him.
That`s how I feel. All my girl friends weren`t here. 2 of them, Yayah and Liyana, have to perform on for the Juniors. It`s their orientation day. Anne, tell me at the last minute that she couldn`t come due to her grandmother, who been admitted to ICU.
So here I am, all alone. There`s no one here beside me.
So far I look, Im the only girl around.
Oh! Finally, Amanda show up. Yeah!
Im now in PCA Lesson. Which means PC Architecture. So far, its digestable (If there is such word.)
Just got back from 20 mins break. Another girl turn up.
Today, Im going to town after school. With my sisters. Try check out Rain CD again. No hopes up. I`ll be depressed again if I was so confident that it`ll be available. I have to wait for 2 weeks. 3 weeks tops. By then, all the money that I save will be gone. To my daily expenses which is mostly food. Even Full House soundtrack is not available. Aiyoo.. Buy online much more expensive but always available. Never mind. Im a patient person. Patient is a virtue. It be pay off. I hope.
Running Away from the Sun
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Currently my favourite song for the moment.
"Running away from the Sun" by RAIN.
To listen to this song; Click the link below.
Rain - "Running away from the Sun"
Complete with translation.
The crying me
The stupid me
I hate that bright sun
I hate that bright sun
Someone how knows me asks me why I'm crying
I hate being asked that because I have no answer
I wanted to escape the sun
No matter how much I ran
the sun was always above me
I want to forget you but no matter how much i try
No matter how much I try you're still inside me
I hated how I longed for your beauty, your 2 hands that touches me
I hated myself
I tried forgetting you by being with people, but the tears still came
everyone thinks I forgot you but I think I'm going crazy
I want to forget u, I want to erase you, but it isn`t going my way
You`re like a thorn stuck in the heart deep
You`re like a pain that is that hurts too much that it cant heal
You`re a person that cant be erased
even if we break up, it seems like we live together
if I could only wash you away with my tears
cry so that my tears would run like the river
so that I could live normally.
"Running away from the Sun" by RAIN.
To listen to this song; Click the link below.
Rain - "Running away from the Sun"
Complete with translation.
The crying me
The stupid me
I hate that bright sun
I hate that bright sun
Someone how knows me asks me why I'm crying
I hate being asked that because I have no answer
I wanted to escape the sun
No matter how much I ran
the sun was always above me
I want to forget you but no matter how much i try
No matter how much I try you're still inside me
I hated how I longed for your beauty, your 2 hands that touches me
I hated myself
I tried forgetting you by being with people, but the tears still came
everyone thinks I forgot you but I think I'm going crazy
I want to forget u, I want to erase you, but it isn`t going my way
You`re like a thorn stuck in the heart deep
You`re like a pain that is that hurts too much that it cant heal
You`re a person that cant be erased
even if we break up, it seems like we live together
if I could only wash you away with my tears
cry so that my tears would run like the river
so that I could live normally.
Rudeness Makes Me Lose Control
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Today was the most angriest day of my life which costs me to fight back.
Even though Im just a worker. I can`t take it lying down.
This ill-mannered KID come to my work place as any other people. To either just hang around Kinetic Garden or to go watch movie. He came with his smug face and stuttering voice ordering FILET-O-FISH PLAIN. Since he wanted his order to be special, he has to wait. Since there were a lot of customer, I was delayed to sent his order to him. He came demanding his FREAKING SPECIAL ORDER burger. Saying "I`ve been waiting for my filet for a long time."
Fine! I leave it as that. When I turn to give it to him, he snatch the burger from my hand and lift up his hand as if he wanted to hit me or something. He thought i never saw it. But actually I saw it with my own 4 EYES!!!!!!!
His friends were standing behind the customer I`m serving. They saw that I saw what his LOVABLE FRIEND were doing. They laugh, thinking I never take it seriously. Boy, were the wrong. When it`s their turn, I forget about being polite at all. I asked them what they want in disgusting and trying-to-control-my-anger voice. When finish taking their order, I ask them which school are they from. They are from "YISHUN TOWN SECONDARY SCHOOL". I wonder what their teacher teach in school? How to misbehave, I guess?
After that, I ask them what sec are they in? Guess what? SECONDARY 1. Freaking 5 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME. BUT SHOW SUCH F**KING attitude. I should ask them his name. GOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!
Im so FREAKING ANGRY!!!!!!!! ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
But like my sis said, I can`t do anything. I`m in uniform.
His friend told him I guess. Don`t know what his thinking, but he queue up at my counter to ask for extra sauce. What a nerve. I never bother about him. Pretending his invincible.
My colleagues give it to him. He had the cheek to queue again. Lucky my sister was there skiming my counter. She told him abruptly that this counter is close, please go another counter. Which actually is so not true. I just can`t face him or I lose it. Im trying to cool down now. But I remember his ugly, skinny, bespectacle face forever. People, watch out for a guy whose wearing orange "Ripcurl" wallet, wearing specs. That could be him. Stay away. He need anger management class.
Even though Im just a worker. I can`t take it lying down.
This ill-mannered KID come to my work place as any other people. To either just hang around Kinetic Garden or to go watch movie. He came with his smug face and stuttering voice ordering FILET-O-FISH PLAIN. Since he wanted his order to be special, he has to wait. Since there were a lot of customer, I was delayed to sent his order to him. He came demanding his FREAKING SPECIAL ORDER burger. Saying "I`ve been waiting for my filet for a long time."
Fine! I leave it as that. When I turn to give it to him, he snatch the burger from my hand and lift up his hand as if he wanted to hit me or something. He thought i never saw it. But actually I saw it with my own 4 EYES!!!!!!!
His friends were standing behind the customer I`m serving. They saw that I saw what his LOVABLE FRIEND were doing. They laugh, thinking I never take it seriously. Boy, were the wrong. When it`s their turn, I forget about being polite at all. I asked them what they want in disgusting and trying-to-control-my-anger voice. When finish taking their order, I ask them which school are they from. They are from "YISHUN TOWN SECONDARY SCHOOL". I wonder what their teacher teach in school? How to misbehave, I guess?
After that, I ask them what sec are they in? Guess what? SECONDARY 1. Freaking 5 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME. BUT SHOW SUCH F**KING attitude. I should ask them his name. GOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!
Im so FREAKING ANGRY!!!!!!!! ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
But like my sis said, I can`t do anything. I`m in uniform.
His friend told him I guess. Don`t know what his thinking, but he queue up at my counter to ask for extra sauce. What a nerve. I never bother about him. Pretending his invincible.
My colleagues give it to him. He had the cheek to queue again. Lucky my sister was there skiming my counter. She told him abruptly that this counter is close, please go another counter. Which actually is so not true. I just can`t face him or I lose it. Im trying to cool down now. But I remember his ugly, skinny, bespectacle face forever. People, watch out for a guy whose wearing orange "Ripcurl" wallet, wearing specs. That could be him. Stay away. He need anger management class.
Oon-Myung a.k.a Destiny
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
The meaning behind the song.
By Why - "Oon Myung"
Lovely isn`t it?
"I don`t really know love
I didn`t know it`d come like this
I can`t seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn`t have started if I knew it`d be like this
Now that it`s too late to turn back, I`m having regrets
I hoped you wouldn`t be love
I hoped that you wouldn`t be my love
I told myself I didn`t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I`ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It`s making me sad
A wrong start.
That`s all I saw it as
I believed I could let you go any time
I don`t know what went wrong
I have to avoid your love
But I long for you
I hoped you wouldn`t be love
I hoped that you wouldn`t be my love
I told myself I didn`t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I`ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It`s making me sad
Now I`m nothing without you
I can`t do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you...
Makes my life harder"
Now it all makes sense. Why I love the song.
So sappy.. *Sniff, Sniff*
By Why - "Oon Myung"
Lovely isn`t it?
"I don`t really know love
I didn`t know it`d come like this
I can`t seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn`t have started if I knew it`d be like this
Now that it`s too late to turn back, I`m having regrets
I hoped you wouldn`t be love
I hoped that you wouldn`t be my love
I told myself I didn`t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I`ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It`s making me sad
A wrong start.
That`s all I saw it as
I believed I could let you go any time
I don`t know what went wrong
I have to avoid your love
But I long for you
I hoped you wouldn`t be love
I hoped that you wouldn`t be my love
I told myself I didn`t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I`ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It`s making me sad
Now I`m nothing without you
I can`t do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you...
Makes my life harder"
Now it all makes sense. Why I love the song.
So sappy.. *Sniff, Sniff*
*Its RAINing*
ARGGGH! It frustrating. I try a few times to put RAIN song in my MP3 but can`t.
My sister told me that it can be done. But what happened? Why can`t I put it in?
Does it need any convertion or something? Something that I`m not exactly apt about?
Looks like I have to buy the CD. Burn it then transfer to my MP3.
Today,
When I punch in for work, my temper rises. I get all the fussy customers. To make it worst, I get the last counter which constantly bombarded with customers asking for extra this and that. I was standing there taking orders then got this particular kiddo called me auntie. I ignore him till after finishing my customers order then I turn to him. Even then, he got so impatient that he shouted his request. I turn, with a scowl on my face and ask him in impolite manner and in impatient voice, YES???
I think he kind of shrink a bit when he saw my face. Definitely black with anger.
Doesn`t he had enough manner and patience to wait? When I went to other restaurant, I did wait for the crew to look at me then ask for extra untensils or whatsoever. I dont shout to get their attention. Im cultured and civilised. My parents brought me up well. Complete with manners and patience.
But I can a bitch when I want to. Doesn`t everybody? My sis and I will always have things to complain when we went out to certain store or restaurant. We just don`t think they are polite. Since customers give us a hard time, we did the same when we, ourselves are customers. With sarcastic attitude and clever words, we can outspoken those who pretending to be clever.
Like that time at Long John Silver at IMM. Something unpleasant happened to my sister. She ordered food for me while I find a place to sit. She ordered 2 meals and ask for small drinks to go along with the meal. Then the guy who served my sister laugh with his colleague. Since my sister did not want to let go, she ask what so funny. He reply, "the smallest drink will be this cup". He took out the smallest cup, (the cup you get when you ask for water at McDonald`s). Then he laugh again.
As I know my sister, she can`t take nonsense joke so she fire back, "You should know what I mean by that. You guys tend to upsize our drink without asking. Im sure you`re not that dumb!" The guy autiomatically shut up. He know that he lose. Try messing with us. You get back what you ask for. We have a powerful vocabulary (since my sister loves to correct my english). So, behave.
When eating, I heard him say "You want to upsize your drinks Ma`am?" Bubbles of laughter escapes from me. Hahaha.
DumbAss!
My sister told me that it can be done. But what happened? Why can`t I put it in?
Does it need any convertion or something? Something that I`m not exactly apt about?
Looks like I have to buy the CD. Burn it then transfer to my MP3.
Today,
When I punch in for work, my temper rises. I get all the fussy customers. To make it worst, I get the last counter which constantly bombarded with customers asking for extra this and that. I was standing there taking orders then got this particular kiddo called me auntie. I ignore him till after finishing my customers order then I turn to him. Even then, he got so impatient that he shouted his request. I turn, with a scowl on my face and ask him in impolite manner and in impatient voice, YES???
I think he kind of shrink a bit when he saw my face. Definitely black with anger.
Doesn`t he had enough manner and patience to wait? When I went to other restaurant, I did wait for the crew to look at me then ask for extra untensils or whatsoever. I dont shout to get their attention. Im cultured and civilised. My parents brought me up well. Complete with manners and patience.
But I can a bitch when I want to. Doesn`t everybody? My sis and I will always have things to complain when we went out to certain store or restaurant. We just don`t think they are polite. Since customers give us a hard time, we did the same when we, ourselves are customers. With sarcastic attitude and clever words, we can outspoken those who pretending to be clever.
Like that time at Long John Silver at IMM. Something unpleasant happened to my sister. She ordered food for me while I find a place to sit. She ordered 2 meals and ask for small drinks to go along with the meal. Then the guy who served my sister laugh with his colleague. Since my sister did not want to let go, she ask what so funny. He reply, "the smallest drink will be this cup". He took out the smallest cup, (the cup you get when you ask for water at McDonald`s). Then he laugh again.
As I know my sister, she can`t take nonsense joke so she fire back, "You should know what I mean by that. You guys tend to upsize our drink without asking. Im sure you`re not that dumb!" The guy autiomatically shut up. He know that he lose. Try messing with us. You get back what you ask for. We have a powerful vocabulary (since my sister loves to correct my english). So, behave.
When eating, I heard him say "You want to upsize your drinks Ma`am?" Bubbles of laughter escapes from me. Hahaha.
DumbAss!
Obsession take over sleepiness
Monday, June 13, 2005
It 1.30 in the morning. Im surfing the net, trying to find KBS Award show but to no avail. I stumble across other "Full House" website. Most of them are dedicated to Rain or "Bi" in korean. I affectionately prefer to call him Jung Ji Hoon or Bi oppa. Which my sister constantly reminds me, that without her, I won`t be this bonkers over this particular korean actor.
Not only me who went bonkers over this guy. They were tons of others out there. Different races too. I was amazed when I went in to their website. They are half as crazy I am over him. Most I read were from Thailand. I dont understand a single word that were written on their blogs. But occasionally his name will appear. So I know roughly what they talk about. Even some Singaporeans are crazy over him. Even bought his new album "It`s RAINing". So far, I`ve heard that song. It was cool. He dance moves was so smooth that you can hardly see him as an actor.
Oh no, am I going ga-ga over him? or should I say obsess? it better a pin up rather than someone whose not worth of your time and life. Liking a star is better than liking a fire. Once you get close to the fire, you`ll get burn. But liking a star is different. You can see and hear and touch them. Probably in your dreams or on radio or on television screen. No harm done. No heartbroken.
Im talking nonsense, aren`t I? Anyway, I met Daniel Ong yesterday at orchard rd. My family and I went there to buy our Dad new handphone for his birthday. Singtel were having a road show, so we went down to survey. He is quite tall and good-looking, for a jock. Anyway, my dad was so excited about getting his new phone. It was Motorola E1000. It`s complete with MP3 and bluetooth. It was embarassing when he talk on his nokia phone. He was shouting when his friend called him yesterday at orchard. Everybody was looking at him. And there I was beside him wishing the earth will open and swallow me up. After we bought him that phone, he keep on saying that we cant touch it. I was like - did you know how to operate this thing without our help? Such a show off! HUH!! As my sister said, we never saw him as excited as this before. Not even when he received presents for father`s day. So Dad, Happy Birthday. One and half month in advance. Uppa Gomm!
Not only me who went bonkers over this guy. They were tons of others out there. Different races too. I was amazed when I went in to their website. They are half as crazy I am over him. Most I read were from Thailand. I dont understand a single word that were written on their blogs. But occasionally his name will appear. So I know roughly what they talk about. Even some Singaporeans are crazy over him. Even bought his new album "It`s RAINing". So far, I`ve heard that song. It was cool. He dance moves was so smooth that you can hardly see him as an actor.
Oh no, am I going ga-ga over him? or should I say obsess? it better a pin up rather than someone whose not worth of your time and life. Liking a star is better than liking a fire. Once you get close to the fire, you`ll get burn. But liking a star is different. You can see and hear and touch them. Probably in your dreams or on radio or on television screen. No harm done. No heartbroken.
Im talking nonsense, aren`t I? Anyway, I met Daniel Ong yesterday at orchard rd. My family and I went there to buy our Dad new handphone for his birthday. Singtel were having a road show, so we went down to survey. He is quite tall and good-looking, for a jock. Anyway, my dad was so excited about getting his new phone. It was Motorola E1000. It`s complete with MP3 and bluetooth. It was embarassing when he talk on his nokia phone. He was shouting when his friend called him yesterday at orchard. Everybody was looking at him. And there I was beside him wishing the earth will open and swallow me up. After we bought him that phone, he keep on saying that we cant touch it. I was like - did you know how to operate this thing without our help? Such a show off! HUH!! As my sister said, we never saw him as excited as this before. Not even when he received presents for father`s day. So Dad, Happy Birthday. One and half month in advance. Uppa Gomm!
NO sleep for me!
Friday, June 10, 2005
Its 5:10 in the evening.
Here I am blogging away when I should be sleeping.
While it still vivid in my mind, decided to write it down.
Seize the opportunity as they say.
Yesterday, I work from 11:30am till 6:00pm.
I was extended till 6:30pm. Hung around for my 3rd sister till 7.20pm.
Then reached home, have a bath. Relax for awhile then went down to store to meet my elder sister. Freeze myself down there with the air-condition full blast. 10:30pm I realized I got stomachache. Go to toilet then met Adeq, Azura & Hayati outside store. Then go to 7-Eleven buy food. Adeq treat as all. She spent until $29.00 on us - So kind. But she owe me $10.00 anyway. She quite intellegent if she wanted to. Instead of giving me the money itself, she buy food for me. Then share. Clever huh?
While heating up the food, my always-organised sister forgot her wallet. Left it in the safe. She drag me down to store then walk back up the 7-Eleven. Tiring man! Sleepy too. Been sleeping late lately. 12 in the morning we wait for bus to go to Chevrons for the chalet. Also have to walk to Chevrons from bus stop. Quite a distance too. When reached there, we when to bowling alley. We played 1 game. As per normal, I`m last in the game. If I played like 10 games, Im confirmed that there will be a hole on the platform. Instead of rolling, I throw. The weight was too heavy for me. Imagine how many turns there are in 1 game. By the time we reached the last game, I barely carry the ball. As per normal, throughout the game, in went to the gutter. No strike at all. Pathetic. Dont want to play bowling anymore. Hand still ache from the weight. Then went to chalet, all the girls sleep already. Except Christy. And the boys. My sister play mahjong for awhile which she is sooo not good at. Christy heat up some food for us. We were touch by it. Thanks Christy! Then we sit by the pool left the boys to thier game of frustration. My sister decided to test the water and end up almost swallowing her up because she lost her balance as she step in the pool. I never saw it but I heard thier laughter. Decided to take picture by pool and inside pool. Almost got chased off by security. Almost. We decided against going home at 5 so hung around till fell asleep. By 5:30am, I wake up kanchong. I have to go to West Coast Park attachment in less than 3 hours and here I am sleeping away. Since no bus, me, my sister and Xiao Qin take a 20 mins walk home. All were in hurry as we dont want to be late(minus my sister). Take cab to WCP. Reached there with sleepy faces. Actually we all were against going to WCP at all since some major problem occur during our first attachment. Complain to Siew Mei. She angry called thier store and give them a piece of mind. In the end, they beg us to stay. Since Big Boss from America come for a visit. Give in and here I am just wake up and still sleepy. *sigh* Such an exhilirating day. Forgive my spelling if got any. Anyway, school starts soon. Have to rest.
Here I am blogging away when I should be sleeping.
While it still vivid in my mind, decided to write it down.
Seize the opportunity as they say.
Yesterday, I work from 11:30am till 6:00pm.
I was extended till 6:30pm. Hung around for my 3rd sister till 7.20pm.
Then reached home, have a bath. Relax for awhile then went down to store to meet my elder sister. Freeze myself down there with the air-condition full blast. 10:30pm I realized I got stomachache. Go to toilet then met Adeq, Azura & Hayati outside store. Then go to 7-Eleven buy food. Adeq treat as all. She spent until $29.00 on us - So kind. But she owe me $10.00 anyway. She quite intellegent if she wanted to. Instead of giving me the money itself, she buy food for me. Then share. Clever huh?
While heating up the food, my always-organised sister forgot her wallet. Left it in the safe. She drag me down to store then walk back up the 7-Eleven. Tiring man! Sleepy too. Been sleeping late lately. 12 in the morning we wait for bus to go to Chevrons for the chalet. Also have to walk to Chevrons from bus stop. Quite a distance too. When reached there, we when to bowling alley. We played 1 game. As per normal, I`m last in the game. If I played like 10 games, Im confirmed that there will be a hole on the platform. Instead of rolling, I throw. The weight was too heavy for me. Imagine how many turns there are in 1 game. By the time we reached the last game, I barely carry the ball. As per normal, throughout the game, in went to the gutter. No strike at all. Pathetic. Dont want to play bowling anymore. Hand still ache from the weight. Then went to chalet, all the girls sleep already. Except Christy. And the boys. My sister play mahjong for awhile which she is sooo not good at. Christy heat up some food for us. We were touch by it. Thanks Christy! Then we sit by the pool left the boys to thier game of frustration. My sister decided to test the water and end up almost swallowing her up because she lost her balance as she step in the pool. I never saw it but I heard thier laughter. Decided to take picture by pool and inside pool. Almost got chased off by security. Almost. We decided against going home at 5 so hung around till fell asleep. By 5:30am, I wake up kanchong. I have to go to West Coast Park attachment in less than 3 hours and here I am sleeping away. Since no bus, me, my sister and Xiao Qin take a 20 mins walk home. All were in hurry as we dont want to be late(minus my sister). Take cab to WCP. Reached there with sleepy faces. Actually we all were against going to WCP at all since some major problem occur during our first attachment. Complain to Siew Mei. She angry called thier store and give them a piece of mind. In the end, they beg us to stay. Since Big Boss from America come for a visit. Give in and here I am just wake up and still sleepy. *sigh* Such an exhilirating day. Forgive my spelling if got any. Anyway, school starts soon. Have to rest.
Bi Oppa!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Full House.
A series of korean drama.
About a famous actor and ordinary women who were brought together by a marriage contract. All sorts of thing happen. It was predictable actually but still cause an effect on me.
Every single episode brought tears to my eyes. As you should know by now, Korean had a knack to make sappy drama series which I`m hooked to. I watch the whole 16 episode in one day. Total of 16 hours. From 11 in the morning till 4 the next. All thanks to the technology today. Oh and of course my sister. Who without her, I wont know "Full House" (Sure she smile big-big to see her being mention. She keeps on saying without her, I wont know Full house. There. You appear. Happy? =p)
It stars my fav korean actor Song Hye-gyo from Autumn in my Heart. She is such a babe. This is my favourite Korean drama ever since Autumn. Also stars Jung Ji Hoon. Just looking at him makes me melt. He is soo cute. (*dreamy look*) Because of my sis (again), I`ve been huming the song "Oon Myung" all day at work today. I even recorded the song on my cellphone. Oh and pictures too. Thats just how obsessed I am. Just merely obsessed.
Do you know what does "Oon Myung" means? It means "Destiny".
How about "Namu"? It means "Tree". What about "Oppa"? It means "Brother".
But I dont know how to say "jerk" in korean. Maybe someday.
My eyes barely opened. So gotta go. Tomorrow working.
Here`s the picture of Full house.
A series of korean drama.
About a famous actor and ordinary women who were brought together by a marriage contract. All sorts of thing happen. It was predictable actually but still cause an effect on me.
Every single episode brought tears to my eyes. As you should know by now, Korean had a knack to make sappy drama series which I`m hooked to. I watch the whole 16 episode in one day. Total of 16 hours. From 11 in the morning till 4 the next. All thanks to the technology today. Oh and of course my sister. Who without her, I wont know "Full House" (Sure she smile big-big to see her being mention. She keeps on saying without her, I wont know Full house. There. You appear. Happy? =p)
It stars my fav korean actor Song Hye-gyo from Autumn in my Heart. She is such a babe. This is my favourite Korean drama ever since Autumn. Also stars Jung Ji Hoon. Just looking at him makes me melt. He is soo cute. (*dreamy look*) Because of my sis (again), I`ve been huming the song "Oon Myung" all day at work today. I even recorded the song on my cellphone. Oh and pictures too. Thats just how obsessed I am. Just merely obsessed.
Do you know what does "Oon Myung" means? It means "Destiny".
How about "Namu"? It means "Tree". What about "Oppa"? It means "Brother".
But I dont know how to say "jerk" in korean. Maybe someday.
My eyes barely opened. So gotta go. Tomorrow working.
Here`s the picture of Full house.
Sickness weakened me
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
I am sick.
I mean really, really sick.
Two days ago, I could barely stand still. Keep squatting down at work, so I wont fall flat on my face from dizziness. I fall 2 times last week. Almost flat on the face, but fall on my butt instead. (wonder if I got bruises?) I`m not sure whether I can go to the pit this Friday. My head throbbed like mad. Feel like a dozen of
elephant stomp on it. My mother add to the pressure by nagging at me. I was like - Hello! Can u lower down your volume? I had a massive headache and running nose and I dont need it from you. And I work 8 days straight to make ends meet. So please! Just stop. God!!! Seriously, I almost said it out loud. Almost!
What is it with guys at my work place? The malay guys I mean. Did they bang their heads on the walls when they were kids and cause them to be so patheticly, emotional? Or did they pretend to faint to get sympathy when they were kids? Or their mother never pay to much attention to them that they become so desperate? Or they were just born selfish? Moron. Looks like they rub me the wrong way. Bad way.
All they did after what they done is apologize. Sorry dude, that doesnt make up what you did. You mess with my friends, you mess with me. So, one of them gets hurt, you get twice more. What goes around, come around. Stop pretending. It wont do you good.
PS: Yah, thank you so much for taking my discman back. You`re an angel!!! Aku blanje kau eh?
I mean really, really sick.
Two days ago, I could barely stand still. Keep squatting down at work, so I wont fall flat on my face from dizziness. I fall 2 times last week. Almost flat on the face, but fall on my butt instead. (wonder if I got bruises?) I`m not sure whether I can go to the pit this Friday. My head throbbed like mad. Feel like a dozen of
elephant stomp on it. My mother add to the pressure by nagging at me. I was like - Hello! Can u lower down your volume? I had a massive headache and running nose and I dont need it from you. And I work 8 days straight to make ends meet. So please! Just stop. God!!! Seriously, I almost said it out loud. Almost!
What is it with guys at my work place? The malay guys I mean. Did they bang their heads on the walls when they were kids and cause them to be so patheticly, emotional? Or did they pretend to faint to get sympathy when they were kids? Or their mother never pay to much attention to them that they become so desperate? Or they were just born selfish? Moron. Looks like they rub me the wrong way. Bad way.
All they did after what they done is apologize. Sorry dude, that doesnt make up what you did. You mess with my friends, you mess with me. So, one of them gets hurt, you get twice more. What goes around, come around. Stop pretending. It wont do you good.
PS: Yah, thank you so much for taking my discman back. You`re an angel!!! Aku blanje kau eh?
