Okay.
Finally can update my blog after the torment of not going to school.
The one of tbe reason why I go to school. Hahaha.
We played floorball on wednesday for SW. It was a great game.
Finally! Finally!
After much effort and bruises, I score one for me team.
That was also by coincidence. I would like to thank Vincent for inflicting another bruises on me. He hit his floorball stick against my small, delicate thumb. Now I can`t tie my hair due to the pain. But hey, I don`t complain.
But I feel good coz I accidently hit this particular guy directly on his forehead. Hahaha. He deserves it for being such a jerk to "Bear". Who he think he is anyway? GOD? PUHLEEZ. If he really is a god, why aren`t there girls that I can see, swarming around him like bees to honey? He want to be like Ayah Pin I guess.
Hitting the floorball stick to the hall floor isn`t a good thing. Since you are not the pro or floorball player. There`s no need to brag about your so-called talent.
Seriously, Im getting fed up with guys-who-think-they-are-better-than-anyone this days. Whats up with them?
Im doing my XML Test. It freaking me out. Can`t believe we got spy in the class. Whatever it is. Back off dude. You cost me a lot of bruises already.
Jinx!
Life after Dark
Friday, September 30, 2005
Life after sunrise.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Okay.
Today, I went out of the house early.
By 11.30am, I was at the bus stop waiting for 187.
Took the bus straight to Boon Lay bus station. Then directly take the train there. All the way to Paya Lebar. I did that so that I could sit on the whole journey.
Hahaha.
Weird. I know. But thats me.
I reached 15 minutes early, so went to Singapore Post NTUC to buy some tidbits. Ended up about 10 minutes there, deciding whether to buy chocolate or sweets. After much debating with my self. I ended up buying POLO sweet. Just 40 cent.
Well, finish tests early. So I update my blog with nonsensical stuff. Is that spelling correct? I wonder.
Now trying to do a quiz again.
So, Ciaoz! Got SW later. Need to get ready for all those bruises that I probably goona receive. I got two to prove it. Deep purple bruises on my knees makes me whole leg look ugly. But better that way. Ugly! Damn those floorballs.
Today, I went out of the house early.
By 11.30am, I was at the bus stop waiting for 187.
Took the bus straight to Boon Lay bus station. Then directly take the train there. All the way to Paya Lebar. I did that so that I could sit on the whole journey.
Hahaha.
Weird. I know. But thats me.
I reached 15 minutes early, so went to Singapore Post NTUC to buy some tidbits. Ended up about 10 minutes there, deciding whether to buy chocolate or sweets. After much debating with my self. I ended up buying POLO sweet. Just 40 cent.
Well, finish tests early. So I update my blog with nonsensical stuff. Is that spelling correct? I wonder.
Now trying to do a quiz again.
So, Ciaoz! Got SW later. Need to get ready for all those bruises that I probably goona receive. I got two to prove it. Deep purple bruises on my knees makes me whole leg look ugly. But better that way. Ugly! Damn those floorballs.
Watch by an eagle eye.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Okay.
I was under the impression of being watch by someone on the train today.
I arrived at BB MRT station 8 minutes earlier since I was determine to take the train that went straight to the east line. So I let the train that terminate at JE past.
As the train comes, I realize that this three goons were inside the train, on the third last door, on the last cabin. I notice them since last week. They were looking at me, laughing and smiling. I was like, are they drunk? Because they look like the type that go clubbing and drink. They took the JE train last week. But today they took my train. Why? Why? WWWWHHHYYY?
They were near the door the moment the train stops. I was torn whether to wait for another east line train just because of them. Or just ignore them and get on board.
I did the latter.
They were really looking at me. The perfect word to say is scrutinize. I was so uneasy that I even thought of geting off that train. But I put on my "ice queen" attitude. Looking everywhere but them. It didn`t work coz they were sitting directly in front me. Dancing to whatever song they are listening. Probably reggae. Not exactly dancing, I`m exaggerating. It more like body movement flowing to the beat. I was like, when am I going to reached my destination? The moment I step in until I step out, I was freaking my butt off. I was shaking like a leave. My stomach cramp like hell.
I`m not like other girls. Im not use to this kind of attention. I have my flaws but... Next time I go to school, I`m going to make myself really ugly and board the train. The uglier, the better.
I was shaking like mad. I can`t even stand probably with my jelly-like legs. It was not flattering you know. It was Scary. With capital S. It gives me the creeps. Thank god it over. Or I will die of fright. Imagine what the headlines will be if it ever made it to the newspaper. GOD!
I don`t know how I survive in this school anyway. I know!
It because I have my two buddies. Yaya and Liyana. Without 1 of them, I don`t know what I will do. Thanks guys!
No more.
=================================================
Okay.
I did this quiz on quizilla about the type of I am.
Here it is.
(Have to put the pics. It comes with the outcome.)
LUCKY! You got Rose, the good girl in town. When
when people think of you they think of a girl
with a halo and a book. Although deep down you
may sometimes feel a little depressed and
lonely, you don't let it keep you down! Outside
your crazy cool! Your also ridicuously smart.
Evil people may think your a dork because you
like school, and well, maybe you are a dork.
But other people love yah! How can they not?
You wikid funny, cool, smart, a bit crazy but
still extremely pretty. And although you've had
a rough past, now your future is gunna be
awesome! You're also not into the whole dating
thing. You might date a little but it won't
last or mean anything. Don't worry, though!
Soon you will meet the perfect guy, you'll get
married and live happily ever after! Well, I
don't know for sure, but that's what SHOULD
happen. Maybe you're just...perfect!
what type of girl are you? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
I was under the impression of being watch by someone on the train today.
I arrived at BB MRT station 8 minutes earlier since I was determine to take the train that went straight to the east line. So I let the train that terminate at JE past.
As the train comes, I realize that this three goons were inside the train, on the third last door, on the last cabin. I notice them since last week. They were looking at me, laughing and smiling. I was like, are they drunk? Because they look like the type that go clubbing and drink. They took the JE train last week. But today they took my train. Why? Why? WWWWHHHYYY?
They were near the door the moment the train stops. I was torn whether to wait for another east line train just because of them. Or just ignore them and get on board.
I did the latter.
They were really looking at me. The perfect word to say is scrutinize. I was so uneasy that I even thought of geting off that train. But I put on my "ice queen" attitude. Looking everywhere but them. It didn`t work coz they were sitting directly in front me. Dancing to whatever song they are listening. Probably reggae. Not exactly dancing, I`m exaggerating. It more like body movement flowing to the beat. I was like, when am I going to reached my destination? The moment I step in until I step out, I was freaking my butt off. I was shaking like a leave. My stomach cramp like hell.
I`m not like other girls. Im not use to this kind of attention. I have my flaws but... Next time I go to school, I`m going to make myself really ugly and board the train. The uglier, the better.
I was shaking like mad. I can`t even stand probably with my jelly-like legs. It was not flattering you know. It was Scary. With capital S. It gives me the creeps. Thank god it over. Or I will die of fright. Imagine what the headlines will be if it ever made it to the newspaper. GOD!
I don`t know how I survive in this school anyway. I know!
It because I have my two buddies. Yaya and Liyana. Without 1 of them, I don`t know what I will do. Thanks guys!
No more.
=================================================
Okay.
I did this quiz on quizilla about the type of I am.
Here it is.
(Have to put the pics. It comes with the outcome.)
LUCKY! You got Rose, the good girl in town. When
when people think of you they think of a girl
with a halo and a book. Although deep down you
may sometimes feel a little depressed and
lonely, you don't let it keep you down! Outside
your crazy cool! Your also ridicuously smart.
Evil people may think your a dork because you
like school, and well, maybe you are a dork.
But other people love yah! How can they not?
You wikid funny, cool, smart, a bit crazy but
still extremely pretty. And although you've had
a rough past, now your future is gunna be
awesome! You're also not into the whole dating
thing. You might date a little but it won't
last or mean anything. Don't worry, though!
Soon you will meet the perfect guy, you'll get
married and live happily ever after! Well, I
don't know for sure, but that's what SHOULD
happen. Maybe you're just...perfect!
what type of girl are you? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
Real Life Fairytale
Friday, September 23, 2005
This song been playing in my head for days. Decided to post it here.
Wish I can upload this song on ripway now. But too bad, they are under maintenance.
Damn!
It taken from "The Perfect Man OST" and also Plumb new album "Chaotic Resolve".
I`m going down to HMV next pay period and bought this damn album. It rocks!
It a band, I think. From what I see on the album covers. But I when I search online, They say a rock female singer/songwriter. (*think hard*)
Who cares! She`s cool.
By : Plumb
Title : Real Life Fairytale
You ran around inside my head
When you passed out, I felt dead
And I realized you make me live
And when my world starts to cave in, you jump inside and take my hand
No matter where, you are there
Will I ever see, what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well, I will never be the sign that we must see, that you and me were meant to be so just believe why we are together
You are my light, you are my star,
you are my sunshine and my dark,
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale
I thought that I would be alone
You caught my eye and I was home
And I realized that this was love
I see the world through different eyes
I look at you by my side
No matter where, you're always there
Will I ever see what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well, I will never be the side that you will see, that you and me were meant to be so just believe why we are together
You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
Dream with me,
make me believe that this is a real life fairytale!
Wish I can upload this song on ripway now. But too bad, they are under maintenance.
Damn!
It taken from "The Perfect Man OST" and also Plumb new album "Chaotic Resolve".
I`m going down to HMV next pay period and bought this damn album. It rocks!
It a band, I think. From what I see on the album covers. But I when I search online, They say a rock female singer/songwriter. (*think hard*)
Who cares! She`s cool.
By : Plumb
Title : Real Life Fairytale
You ran around inside my head
When you passed out, I felt dead
And I realized you make me live
And when my world starts to cave in, you jump inside and take my hand
No matter where, you are there
Will I ever see, what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well, I will never be the sign that we must see, that you and me were meant to be so just believe why we are together
You are my light, you are my star,
you are my sunshine and my dark,
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
A real life fairytale
I thought that I would be alone
You caught my eye and I was home
And I realized that this was love
I see the world through different eyes
I look at you by my side
No matter where, you're always there
Will I ever see what you could see in me?
I do, I just believe that we will always be and dream, yeah
Well, I will never be the side that you will see, that you and me were meant to be so just believe why we are together
You are my light, you are my star
You are my sunshine and my dark
You are the everything I dreamed about
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always smiling for
We have a love people dream about
Dream with me,
make me believe that this is a real life fairytale!
Emotionally Unbalanced
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
| Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate |
 You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with. |
| You Are a Chick Rocker! |
 You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) |
What a quiz!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
| You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish |
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
| Your French Name is: |
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| Your Japanese Name Is... |
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Congratulations in order.
To my oldest friend, Nor Haslizah bte Mohammed.
Congratulations to you.
You shocked my yesterday with your news. I was on my way home from my grandma`s place. I remember you trick me once with the same news. I almost believe you that time. Tell me whether it a boy or girl aight? So I can buy baby stuff for you. Take care of yourself. Feel free to call me anytime. Your workplace and my school are just two bus stop away.
Im in school now.
Yaya is doing lab 9 and 10.
Installation, configuration and testing of a modem.
I was actually writing this blog when I heard Liyana call out to Yaya.
When I wheeled my chair and peek above my computer, I saw smoke coming out of the modem. They accidentally plug the wrong adapter to the modem. I mean like as if we know which adpater we are supposed to plug when all the adapter look the same. Just because we are ICT students doesnt mean we know eveything. That the reason why we attend courses. To adapt ourselves with this whole technology. So like SHREK!
God. What a horrible laugh he had!
Gotta go. Almost finish lesson now. My nose are in serious itchiness.
Being a klutz is better than being sane. A least you have a touch of reality.
Not all things go your way. Not all things are perfect. No one is perfect.
Being a klutz make your life more exciting and embarrassing than plain, dull and boring. Right Fannah?
Hope so.
Congratulations to you.
You shocked my yesterday with your news. I was on my way home from my grandma`s place. I remember you trick me once with the same news. I almost believe you that time. Tell me whether it a boy or girl aight? So I can buy baby stuff for you. Take care of yourself. Feel free to call me anytime. Your workplace and my school are just two bus stop away.
Im in school now.
Yaya is doing lab 9 and 10.
Installation, configuration and testing of a modem.
I was actually writing this blog when I heard Liyana call out to Yaya.
When I wheeled my chair and peek above my computer, I saw smoke coming out of the modem. They accidentally plug the wrong adapter to the modem. I mean like as if we know which adpater we are supposed to plug when all the adapter look the same. Just because we are ICT students doesnt mean we know eveything. That the reason why we attend courses. To adapt ourselves with this whole technology. So like SHREK!
God. What a horrible laugh he had!
Gotta go. Almost finish lesson now. My nose are in serious itchiness.
Being a klutz is better than being sane. A least you have a touch of reality.
Not all things go your way. Not all things are perfect. No one is perfect.
Being a klutz make your life more exciting and embarrassing than plain, dull and boring. Right Fannah?
Hope so.
Shocked me.
Monday, September 19, 2005
My dad always bring home a newpaper everyday.
So I flip through the paper without reading it sometimes.
But this saturday paper caught my attention.
On page 13, the title says "3rd Blogger charged".
As I was an avid blogger myself, I thought I just read it.
But little did I know that this whole section is about racism.
I am a Muslim and it hurt me to know that there are few people who actually hated us in general.
Judging us all the same because a few other make mistakes.
Im not being prejudice because I have a lot of chinese friends, some whom I considered my best friend. I don`t understand why.
Maybe.. Just maybe it will turn around.
So I flip through the paper without reading it sometimes.
But this saturday paper caught my attention.
On page 13, the title says "3rd Blogger charged".
As I was an avid blogger myself, I thought I just read it.
But little did I know that this whole section is about racism.
I am a Muslim and it hurt me to know that there are few people who actually hated us in general.
Judging us all the same because a few other make mistakes.
Im not being prejudice because I have a lot of chinese friends, some whom I considered my best friend. I don`t understand why.
Maybe.. Just maybe it will turn around.
Early Morning.
Friday, September 16, 2005
Set my alarm at 5.30am.
But wake up at 6.10am
I was almost late, coz my mom ask me to iron dad`s shirt.
But he sent me since I was so kind to iron it.
Yeah Right!
Trying to do my XML Programming.
I don`t understand why I can`t save all my 'hard work and effort' into 'My Documents'.
Yaya told me that someone probably been taking my 'hardwork and effort' from my desktop.
I was like, what the heck! Let him do it.
He`s probably the one who took it anyway.
Have fun ya, doing it.
Now almost finish class.
Going to hang out at the canteen soon.
Then go home straight.
Go back with Liyana. She`s taking train today.
Im a good girl. No 'pretend' stay back in school.
Save money that way.
You can eat, sleep, surf net, relax, watch tv in your own comfort at home.
You can roll here, roll there, nobody cares.
Well - except for my mom.
She probably nag me to do some chores.
But hey, if she don`t nag, who will?
But wake up at 6.10am
I was almost late, coz my mom ask me to iron dad`s shirt.
But he sent me since I was so kind to iron it.
Yeah Right!
Trying to do my XML Programming.
I don`t understand why I can`t save all my 'hard work and effort' into 'My Documents'.
Yaya told me that someone probably been taking my 'hardwork and effort' from my desktop.
I was like, what the heck! Let him do it.
He`s probably the one who took it anyway.
Have fun ya, doing it.
Now almost finish class.
Going to hang out at the canteen soon.
Then go home straight.
Go back with Liyana. She`s taking train today.
Im a good girl. No 'pretend' stay back in school.
Save money that way.
You can eat, sleep, surf net, relax, watch tv in your own comfort at home.
You can roll here, roll there, nobody cares.
Well - except for my mom.
She probably nag me to do some chores.
But hey, if she don`t nag, who will?
Absence from Life
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Now in class.
Just finish my lab 7 & 8.
About how to install printers.
Doing the question at the end of it.
I don`t know why.
But some people seems to get to me.
Eventhough they are complete strangers.
Like this particular "Madrasah" girls.
No sense of pride.
So much for covering everything up.
So totally embarrased us girls.
Anyway, I found this particular song.
It really get to me.
So decided to post it here.
Artist : Lalaine
Title : Im not your girl
You want a girl who does what's right
The kind that's always there beside you
Someone who's quiet and polite
Like staying home on every friday night
Well all that sounds so cute and sweet
But that doesn't do a thing for me
I'm really not that boring
I'm headstrong and annoying
So I don't see me fitting in your world
I'm noisy and I'm messy
Cuz you would never get me
Hey I think you're really hot
But I'm not your girl
You're into good and that's too bad
So save your flowers and your poetry
You take a hint, I'll take a cab
You go to bed, I'll find a party
Typical is what you're after
Not some beautiful disaster
Girl that you've been looking for
Boy I'm not the girl next door
Be happy that I'm letting you off easy
Yeah
Oh yeah
======================================================
So totally in love with this song.
It by Lalaine.
You know, the girl who plays as Lizzie McGuire best friend.
Miranda!
Yup! Thats her.
I know what you`re thinking.
Another actress turn singer.
But hey, she`s a whole lot better than the rest.
Groovy!
Just finish my lab 7 & 8.
About how to install printers.
Doing the question at the end of it.
I don`t know why.
But some people seems to get to me.
Eventhough they are complete strangers.
Like this particular "Madrasah" girls.
No sense of pride.
So much for covering everything up.
So totally embarrased us girls.
Anyway, I found this particular song.
It really get to me.
So decided to post it here.
Artist : Lalaine
Title : Im not your girl
You want a girl who does what's right
The kind that's always there beside you
Someone who's quiet and polite
Like staying home on every friday night
Well all that sounds so cute and sweet
But that doesn't do a thing for me
I'm really not that boring
I'm headstrong and annoying
So I don't see me fitting in your world
I'm noisy and I'm messy
Cuz you would never get me
Hey I think you're really hot
But I'm not your girl
You're into good and that's too bad
So save your flowers and your poetry
You take a hint, I'll take a cab
You go to bed, I'll find a party
Typical is what you're after
Not some beautiful disaster
Girl that you've been looking for
Boy I'm not the girl next door
Be happy that I'm letting you off easy
Yeah
Oh yeah
======================================================
So totally in love with this song.
It by Lalaine.
You know, the girl who plays as Lizzie McGuire best friend.
Miranda!
Yup! Thats her.
I know what you`re thinking.
Another actress turn singer.
But hey, she`s a whole lot better than the rest.
Groovy!
To Fannah..
Monday, September 12, 2005
Well, since I`ve got nothing to write about besides that Im normal today. So I just like to wish me Bestest Friend, Nur Farihana bte Jalaluddin a
May all your dreams and wishes come true!
Tomorrow you will be 19. Finally!
=)
Happy 19th Birthday!
May all your dreams and wishes come true!
Tomorrow you will be 19. Finally!
=)
Wish Incomplete
Saturday, September 10, 2005
When to Sim Lim Square yesterday.
Decided against going to Creative Headquaters as there will be tons of people.
Went around, looking for suitable price.
But all amount to $280.
So I went to this shop coz the service is quite good.
I feel Happy now that I got what I want for years.
Today, work was so not what I have in mind.
It was packed with people even before the shop was open.
There was a long queue the moment I step into the store.
I was there at 8.40 and the store open at 8.00.
Imagine that.
It was nonstop servicing for me till 1pm.
Where I took a half an hour break which I purposely extend the time since my foot are aching like hell.
Eventhough I ate during the break, I was hungry when I punch out of work.
And that was around 5.30pm.
Now Im tryiong to organize my MP3. So get back to ya.
Ciaoz!
Decided against going to Creative Headquaters as there will be tons of people.
Went around, looking for suitable price.
But all amount to $280.
So I went to this shop coz the service is quite good.
I feel Happy now that I got what I want for years.
Today, work was so not what I have in mind.
It was packed with people even before the shop was open.
There was a long queue the moment I step into the store.
I was there at 8.40 and the store open at 8.00.
Imagine that.
It was nonstop servicing for me till 1pm.
Where I took a half an hour break which I purposely extend the time since my foot are aching like hell.
Eventhough I ate during the break, I was hungry when I punch out of work.
And that was around 5.30pm.
Now Im tryiong to organize my MP3. So get back to ya.
Ciaoz!
....
Friday, September 09, 2005
Just finish my XML Test.
Phew! That was simple.
Thought It will be much more difficult than I expected.
Since we are finish, we hang around the lab browsing throught the internet.
Still can`t get through blogskins.
I wonder why.
They keep on sending me to "This page cannot be displayed."
If it was forbidden, It will definitely shove me to that page.
Man! Im in desperate need to change my skins.
I went to all sorts of blog design or skins or all related matters but I still think that blogskins is the best.
Easier to understand and download.
*Sigh*
Gotta go.
My friends wantesd to go to the canteen.
So I`ll update whenever I got the chance.
My life is getting duller now. (got such words?)
So don`t expect much from me.
An nyong hi-ka seyo.
Phew! That was simple.
Thought It will be much more difficult than I expected.
Since we are finish, we hang around the lab browsing throught the internet.
Still can`t get through blogskins.
I wonder why.
They keep on sending me to "This page cannot be displayed."
If it was forbidden, It will definitely shove me to that page.
Man! Im in desperate need to change my skins.
I went to all sorts of blog design or skins or all related matters but I still think that blogskins is the best.
Easier to understand and download.
*Sigh*
Gotta go.
My friends wantesd to go to the canteen.
So I`ll update whenever I got the chance.
My life is getting duller now. (got such words?)
So don`t expect much from me.
An nyong hi-ka seyo.
Cologne to strong.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Today so boring.
Nothing exciting to write.
So do quiz.
Your Japanese name should be
Nothing exciting to write.
So do quiz.
Your Japanese name should be
'Aki'
which means
"autumn".
You can be compared with
autumn, the way the autumn weather changes, is
how your feelings change. You have these mood
swings you can't control; one moment you're
happy, the next you're feeling almost
depressed. You're probably sensitive and
creative.
Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
brought to you by Quizilla
Zetta Bytes
Monday, September 05, 2005
Artist : Zetta Bytes
Title : Notice Me
Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that
just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need
I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me
To get you to notice me
Title : Notice Me
Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that
just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need
I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me
To get you to notice me
TV Scenerio
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Sheesh!
I can`t believe it. My sister appear on national television.
Hahahahaha.
Her name was even spell wrongly.
It was supposed to be AZEANNI but it appear AZEANI. Hah!
She got a special award from LBKM. A TAA warna award.
She is a rich woman now.
What is so hilarious to me was her speech.
"Untuk memberi balik kepada masyarakat kita!"
Translation : "Something to give back to society".
Yeah yeah! Like duh! Social Worker!
Thats why the name it Social!
Because it have to do with Society.
She`s riched. No need to work. Haha.
Well, as per usual.
Work sucks. To many freaking fussy customer.
There were once this customer queue up at my counter.
Don`t know what the hell he order. Just don`t give a damn what he order.
Then he throw his "filthy" on the tray.
And carry on talking to his buddy/student - whatever!
Saying he was piss off with somebody.
Not wanting to be rude, I avoid asking him whether he was a member.
So, I just collect the money he THROW on to the tray. And give back his change.
Then he decided to open his freaking mouth and ask for points.
I said in a POLITE way that I can`t give him points since I collected his damn money.
He said"I`ve been holding this card in front of you."
I was like - Ermm hello, I know Im short but Im not blind. While you were talking to your friend, you were leaning both your hands on the counter.
So which hand are you holding up? Another hand you install?
I was soooo stupid to say sorry - again.
Guess what he said?"I think that sound so stupid."
His reply made me blow my top.
I replied back sarcastically, with a fake smile on my face.
"What makes you think it sound sooooo stupid, SIR?"
He ask me to call the manager. I said okay, happily.
Then I SCREAM "FAJAR!!!!!!"
He complained about me. What the heck! I don`t care.
Don`t give a damn.
If you are angry with someone else, don`t lashed it at someone else you don`t even know.
Wait! I take that back. You are not even supposed to vent it on ANYONE!
Who the hell you think you are?
Bottom line : Customer is always right.
Yeah! Bullshit.
I seriously despise that person who invented that quote.
We, who work at fast food restaurant are humans. Not robots. We have feelings and emotions.
That doesn`t give you the right to complain your displeasure when it was totally your fault.
I HATE BEING CALLED STUPID!!!! KING OF THE FREAKS!
GOD! I wish I never even have to work. If I see him again, I basically lock pos my counter and ran far far. Or better - punch out.
It better to lose my job than being discriminate by someone who doesnt have social etiquette and manners.
Seriously.
PS : So people, if you go to fast food restaurant, remember, make your MAMA proud. Use whatever she teaches you. Make people hate you less.
I can`t believe it. My sister appear on national television.
Hahahahaha.
Her name was even spell wrongly.
It was supposed to be AZEANNI but it appear AZEANI. Hah!
She got a special award from LBKM. A TAA warna award.
She is a rich woman now.
What is so hilarious to me was her speech.
"Untuk memberi balik kepada masyarakat kita!"
Translation : "Something to give back to society".
Yeah yeah! Like duh! Social Worker!
Thats why the name it Social!
Because it have to do with Society.
She`s riched. No need to work. Haha.
Well, as per usual.
Work sucks. To many freaking fussy customer.
There were once this customer queue up at my counter.
Don`t know what the hell he order. Just don`t give a damn what he order.
Then he throw his "filthy" on the tray.
And carry on talking to his buddy/student - whatever!
Saying he was piss off with somebody.
Not wanting to be rude, I avoid asking him whether he was a member.
So, I just collect the money he THROW on to the tray. And give back his change.
Then he decided to open his freaking mouth and ask for points.
I said in a POLITE way that I can`t give him points since I collected his damn money.
He said"I`ve been holding this card in front of you."
I was like - Ermm hello, I know Im short but Im not blind. While you were talking to your friend, you were leaning both your hands on the counter.
So which hand are you holding up? Another hand you install?
I was soooo stupid to say sorry - again.
Guess what he said?"I think that sound so stupid."
His reply made me blow my top.
I replied back sarcastically, with a fake smile on my face.
"What makes you think it sound sooooo stupid, SIR?"
He ask me to call the manager. I said okay, happily.
Then I SCREAM "FAJAR!!!!!!"
He complained about me. What the heck! I don`t care.
Don`t give a damn.
If you are angry with someone else, don`t lashed it at someone else you don`t even know.
Wait! I take that back. You are not even supposed to vent it on ANYONE!
Who the hell you think you are?
Bottom line : Customer is always right.
Yeah! Bullshit.
I seriously despise that person who invented that quote.
We, who work at fast food restaurant are humans. Not robots. We have feelings and emotions.
That doesn`t give you the right to complain your displeasure when it was totally your fault.
I HATE BEING CALLED STUPID!!!! KING OF THE FREAKS!
GOD! I wish I never even have to work. If I see him again, I basically lock pos my counter and ran far far. Or better - punch out.
It better to lose my job than being discriminate by someone who doesnt have social etiquette and manners.
Seriously.
PS : So people, if you go to fast food restaurant, remember, make your MAMA proud. Use whatever she teaches you. Make people hate you less.
Mood Vanish.
Friday, September 02, 2005
Alright.
That`s it.
I am confirm a klutz.
I guess the klutziness of mine is going to stick forever.
That confirm my fears of all fears.
People don`t know that I`m a Klutz.
But trust me, I am a klutz!
Sounds so horrible to my ears.
Sound so tacky to my brain.
Klutz! Hah!
"But it give something extra, don`t you think?"
Elle woods speak this words.
You know from Legally Blonde.
Maybe I should just follow her footstep.
She make quite a start at Harvard Law School.
Everybody think of her as a barbie, bimbo.
But she still carry on. Held her head high.
And get through it.
No matter how clumsy or stupid she sound and look.
At least there is someone who loves and believes and have faith in her.
Maybe I shoud be proud of my klutziness.
Makes me stand out among the rest.
Hahaha..
Who am I kidding?
Myself!
Yeah right Isnarti.
Get a grip!
Went to my old school on wednesday.
Bring back all those nostalgic memories.
Met my past.
All the memories come back.
I was such a loser back then.
Stuck up. Ice queen. Bitch. Cold Hearted.
Been there, done that.
I have a reputation of being quiet but cold.
I think Im still am.
Never change that much.
If people want to know me, they have to make a move and be patient.
I can be unpredictable at times.
Quiet the next, loud the other.
Those who know me will understand. Hahaha.
Right Fannah?
I remember when I was in sec 1. I was being such a bitch at that time.
I brought my sis year book to school coz a friend of mine wanted to see it.
Not a friend see it but tons of people.
There were torn edges by then time I receive the book back.
I was so pissed off that I bite Fannah head off for asking to take a look at the book.
*Sigh* I miss those days.
But like Alicia Keys said, "What goes around, comes around."
Till now she is still in contact with me.
My best friend.
Who know all my deepest sercret. All the crushes and heartbroken I`ve been through.
Till now she knows it! You know, I know who. Public don`t know.
Hahaha. So mushy!
Hope we keep in touch.
Thats include my ITE friends as well.
Remember me!
Isnarti the Klutz.
Hahaha.
Alright Folks!
See ya around.
PS: Fannah, bile nak jumpe pasal gambar. Message aku tau. Ko next week dah holiday. Ajak lah aku klua ke?
That`s it.
I am confirm a klutz.
I guess the klutziness of mine is going to stick forever.
That confirm my fears of all fears.
People don`t know that I`m a Klutz.
But trust me, I am a klutz!
Sounds so horrible to my ears.
Sound so tacky to my brain.
Klutz! Hah!
"But it give something extra, don`t you think?"
Elle woods speak this words.
You know from Legally Blonde.
Maybe I should just follow her footstep.
She make quite a start at Harvard Law School.
Everybody think of her as a barbie, bimbo.
But she still carry on. Held her head high.
And get through it.
No matter how clumsy or stupid she sound and look.
At least there is someone who loves and believes and have faith in her.
Maybe I shoud be proud of my klutziness.
Makes me stand out among the rest.
Hahaha..
Who am I kidding?
Myself!
Yeah right Isnarti.
Get a grip!
Went to my old school on wednesday.
Bring back all those nostalgic memories.
Met my past.
All the memories come back.
I was such a loser back then.
Stuck up. Ice queen. Bitch. Cold Hearted.
Been there, done that.
I have a reputation of being quiet but cold.
I think Im still am.
Never change that much.
If people want to know me, they have to make a move and be patient.
I can be unpredictable at times.
Quiet the next, loud the other.
Those who know me will understand. Hahaha.
Right Fannah?
I remember when I was in sec 1. I was being such a bitch at that time.
I brought my sis year book to school coz a friend of mine wanted to see it.
Not a friend see it but tons of people.
There were torn edges by then time I receive the book back.
I was so pissed off that I bite Fannah head off for asking to take a look at the book.
*Sigh* I miss those days.
But like Alicia Keys said, "What goes around, comes around."
Till now she is still in contact with me.
My best friend.
Who know all my deepest sercret. All the crushes and heartbroken I`ve been through.
Till now she knows it! You know, I know who. Public don`t know.
Hahaha. So mushy!
Hope we keep in touch.
Thats include my ITE friends as well.
Remember me!
Isnarti the Klutz.
Hahaha.
Alright Folks!
See ya around.
PS: Fannah, bile nak jumpe pasal gambar. Message aku tau. Ko next week dah holiday. Ajak lah aku klua ke?
