Wokay peeps.
After much persuasion, I got to blog! Eyeah!

Today, at exactly 12 midnight, I turn 20. My god, what a number!

I can`t sleep earlier today. Not so sure why.
Imagine my surprise when one by one my friends wish me "happy birthday"
There I was thinking about ghost and stuff, when suddenly there`s a loud beep near my right ear.
I practically jump out of my skin. Haha
Rhyno was the first to wish me. Thanks. I think of a place soon.
Next was Yaya, followed by Khalifah then Liyana.
Then fall asleep.
When I wake up, 4 messanges were waiting to be read.

Then my mom told me to get dress, we were going to Johor. Not sure why we went there.
It started out a-okay. Eat breakfast at Singgah Slalu. Made a mistake by actually sitting at the end of the restaurant.

There was this blardy persistent cat. He/she keep on coming to our place. As we don`t really like cats, we find it quite disturbing. We couldn`t sit still.
It was pretty embarassing for us. But, what the heck, I don`t care.
Unfortunately, my batt cellphone low, so cahrge in the car. When I check my phone, I have 8 messages waiting. Wow! Never got that much message in my life. hehe

Last saturday went to Pizza Hut at Heartland Mall. Celebrating the Arians birthday.
I was surprised that they bought a cake for us. A sing a birthday song. Yaya and me were quite shy actually. I was laughing while they sing. No one ever sing a birthday song loudly for me. Like to thank Azzahar for taking the pics for me. Thanks.




After johor, went home straight. I got a season cafe cake and a stereo for my birthday present. A IP.Zone t from mom and a white gold necklace.



The background pic is mine brand new stereo. Cool isn`t is? It from my sisters.




I will like to thank everybody for making my day today. Thank you guys sooooooo much!
I`ll never forget each and every one of you.

I went to school today to take a test that I miss.
Luckily Miss Ruhaizah is there coz she give us notes for our LAN Exam this coming wednesday.
I`m the only one who have it so I passed to yaya just now through MSN Messenger. Nudging here a couple of times. Hahaha..

After receiving all the notes, me and yaya decided to go to canteen coz we were hungry. We still have food on our plate when this freaking cleaner almost take away my plate. I haven`t even finish it up. I snatch back saying that I havent finish yet.
Then she ask yaya to hurry finish it up, she want to take it away.
What the heck?????
She linger around us after that.

When yaya put down her fork, like a flash she came pulling the plate away than ask whether yaya want it or not.
Since yaya make face at her, she bangs the plate and utensils on the table. I look at her, thinking what kind of attitude is that?

If you don`t like that job AUNTY, find somethig else. She not your typical nyonya. She like this mid-forties kind of lady. Able-bodied but no manners. Not like the other aunty. She much more polite and courteous.

Lucky today is the second last day of school. Or I have to see her face again.

Counting down till my birthday.

One week to go till Im legally 20.

What a number!

More responsibilities to shoulder.

But I`m ready for it.

What ever the responsibilities is.

I`ve been losing sleep for the past few days.
My teacher gave me a shock yesterday.
Killing my excitement for Sports & Wellness class.

"Sorry guys if I was moody yesterday. Couldn`t help it."

I forget everything about those news when I play handball with my classmate.
They really make me forget about my troubles and worries.

"Thank you. Without you guys, my life is dark. Thanks again"

Causing another slap of reality is I saw someone that wasn`t supposed to be there.
His sudden appearance make me lose control of my emotionally-depressed state.
Yaya is the one who inform me that he was in the canteen. I didn`t notice it at all.
Why must he came at the time like this? When I was able to forget my stupid-one-year crush on him.

Things never seems to get better everyday.

Went to school today. My LAN teacher told me that I passed my phase test. Make me happy. Wishing I could go poly and forget about my 2 year misery at ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL(MacPherson).

Tomorrow got another class with her. Since I don`t have any class assigment, hope can do it tomorrow and hand in to her.
But the problem is, where to find printer?

Gotta go. Need to STUDY.
Got to do something better.

*sigh

PS to god: (*me praying hard)
Please let me go poly. So I can have my own laptop.

Reality just slap me in the face today.
There I was, minding my own business when I notice something wrong in the canteen today. A couple sitting down on the table talking like as if they know each other for a long time.
I was standing there, broken.
I`m not so sure what I did to deserve that. But I`m supposed to be immune to that kind of stuff.

Come on, who am I kidding.
Good luck was never on my side the moment we enter a new year. No matter how hard I try to follow my new resolution, I could never get through it without scratch and bruises in/externally.

This year was the most suckier year of my life. I don`t need to wait for the end of the year to find out. I can already see the outcome now.

I sucked at everything I do. Whether it work, school or personal life.
I tried to swallow a lump on my throat the moment I see them. I keep smiling like nothing happen. I`m not so sure if anyone notice that. I`m still trying to get over the fact that seeing is believing.

God I was so stupid.

But I have my friends to cheer me up. I`m meeting them this Saturday for advance birthday celebration. Me. yaya. and Khaliff.
Of course we were born on different date. If I and Khaliff were born on the same day. I don`t think i`m looking forward for my birthday ever.
he just get on my nerves..

Asking me to bring Fish McDippers or nuggets for the celebration. As if my dad own the restaurant. I wonder why they laugh when I said that. Hmmph!!!!

Well anyway, looking forward for this saturday. Probably I`ll be taking off this saturday.
Don`t get to excited guys. My boss can be lenient at times.

Seriously,
Im head over heals with korean shows. Whether it movie or series.
I find myself weird compared to other malay girls.
They will be listening to the latest RnB song while I was buzy watching whatever korean show I can get my hands on. The latest is


Too Beautiful To Lie
Staring my 2nd fav Korean actress - Kim Ha Neul




This show is hilarious. It about a girl who is on parole stumble across a man who is on the way to propose to his girlfriend. Well, of course you know, Fate decided to add their touch on her journey and all hell break loose. But for her movie, I prefer My Tutor Friend with Kwon Sang Woo.




I`ve been wanting to watch "Ggong". Translation "Palace". I know none of the actors and actresses but still want to watch. Sounds quite good.
Another korean show I want to watch is The millionare first love. *Shriek*
Got Hyun Bin oppa.



Can`t wait for this two shows. But first, I need to save some money if I intended to buy this vcd/dvd. Oh and I`m bargaining with my younger sister to share money to buy Autumn in my heart. Since only the both of us watch that series on tv, she is the only one that knows how the tearjerking story goes.




So far, money came pouring in like rain in the summer. But hope I safe enough for at least one vcd/dvd. One series takes you about a month. That is if you r-e-a-l-l-y take your time.
Hope not.

Dance like no one is watching

Love like you've never been hurt

Sing like no one is listening

Work like you don't need the money

Live life every day as if it were your last.

A poem taken from the korean series, My Lovely SamSoon or My name is Kim Samsoon.

I truly agree.

What does friend means?

It means that a person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

I rest my case.(*Hands up in surrender)

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I board the train at BB MRT station at 8.27am.
The train is pack with people that only certain of us could enter.
I was among the lucky ones.
When the door was about to close, this particular couple worm their way in, knocking into me in the process.
Im telling myself thats okay.

When alight at Jurong East, Im relieved coz people wont be stepping on my shoes.
But much too my horror, they board the same train as me.

Shucks! I was the first few to enter, they did the same thing as well. Worming their way in. They ended up standing in front of me - Of all places.
They started to touch each other hair, hands, hips.
I nearly scream get a room. Since I don`t like attention, I let it go.

But my patient has a limit. There`s a bump in the track and to balance herself, the girl step on my toe. ARRRGGGHHHHH!!!????!!

This is what you get when you hold on to each other instead of the handpole.
I was so pissed off that I didn`t even look at her when she turned. Pretend nothing happen.
What an odd couple. The guy is plumb and short but the girl in thin and tall. Taller than the BF.

Lesson learnt people. Never do PDA in public places such as the train. It makes me eyes sore. Not only me. But other people too.

I am never going to get myself a boyfriend. So troublesome.

Yeah! In my dreams.
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This is PARK YONG HA.

Popularly known as WHY.
Who sang Oon-Myung on Full House OST.
Now the mystery is solve.
Now I know how WHY looks like.

Till hell freezes over.

Roaches everywhere on the train.
What were they thinking waking up early in the morning.
Why can`t they just stay at home and be a good boy to Mommy and Daddy?
Guess Mommy and Daddy neglected them. So they become the way they are. Rebellious.
Tsk,Tsk.
Pure baby!

Here is a picture of a beautifully grown up girls I found on our trip to Johor.
I think they grew up just fine.
With the Professor.



I can`t get this particular song out of my head since I heard on repeatedly on my MP3.

Here`s some of the lyrics:

"Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you"

I loved the part where Brian and AJ sings. I love their voices.
Wish someone to sing that to me.

Dream on.

Finally got pics from Yaya on our friday outing.


Yaya, me and Liyana outside The Heeren bus stop. Waiting for bus 174 to go to Esplanade. Some of us were half-hearted about taking the bus since we waited for 15 mins but the bloody bus still haven`t appear. It already 8:15pm. I was quite worried that I couldnt make it home on time since I set my own curfew.



The moment we reached Esplanade, we started taking pictures, stopping here and there for poses. This is taken outside of Esplanade.



That`s we under the tunnel at City Hall going towards Boat Quay to take picture with Big Bird but turns out to be futile. The only one missing is Azzahar who is working. And Rhyno, who snap the pic. Thanks!


And final photo we took at Hyatt Hotel toilet. The place where Backstreet Boys stay during the concert tour in Singapore.


Me and Yaya, trying to pose in front of the mirror. But look at the outcome. Senget

"If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You're still not getting it
Now that you've heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?"

The lyrics is quite explicit.
So I choose the better one.
Pure and innocent.

After introducing my mom to Full House, I think she is the coolest mom of all.

Except when she start nagging. That`s not cool.

I watch full house the other day. Episode 9
She said - my mom that is, her favourite part is where Ji eun what for Young Jae in the restaurant after Min nyuk gave her the cold shoulder. But Young Jae is with the b*t**h Hye Won. She was crying when she eat. I love that part. It really get to me. Anyways, when he came back in the morning, they were fighting. Thats when Young Jae said something hurtful to Ji Eun. And she sits in the park reminisce about the past.



My favourite part is during the press conference about their engagement and divorce.




Most memorable picture.. On their Honeymoon.
Look carefully.. Their eyes are open.



I still LOVE FULLHOUSE.

What the hell is worng with guys this days.



Serious.. I got no futher comment.




Look around.




You will see what I mean.




Evidence is everywhere.

Presenting. . . . . . . . . . . . .

Song Hye Kyo - My Hero-ine




And













my super crush - Teddy Geiger

As everyone should know, everytime we got Sports & Wellness class we have to bring the basic things like extra shirt, shorts and towel.
I bring two things. But I forgotten the most important thing of all.

My shorts!
How am I going to exercise without bringing one.

I realize it when I was on the train at Tiong Bahru. How pathetic is that?

Im not sure what is going on my brain lately that I`ve been forgetting my essential stuff.

Argggh!

Has someone brainwash me when I was sleeping?
Or was it just lack of sleep?

I hate it when I`m helpless.

I`m thinking of skipping that particular class.
But think back, among all classes, I like that the most.

It either going back or buy the shorts at Co-op.

There goes my money.
Just thought that I can budget a bit.

Im on the broke side right now.

My pay isn`t that high this time.

DAMN!

I`ve been knocking myself in the head the moment I realize it.
Shucks!

I am such a goon!

God help those who are like me.

One day I might even forget where I`m going.
(*shudder at the realization)

Oh man!(*screaming hysterically inside)

(*slap myself)

No use.

It been done.