Today 31st March 2005.
The day I turn 19.
Old already. The last year to be a teen.
Next year, ty already.
The digit change to 2 in front.
God, I`m not looking forward.
Today, so sian. Early in the morning I got scolded by my mom. ON MY BIRTHDAY.
Haiz.. Then my sister add fuel to the fire. Then it burst.
But luckily Im on the way to school already.. No need to hear old music in my ears.
Today, she play Choplin instead. Man, my ear almost burst.
Seriously, the older she gets, the sensitve she is.
That means me too. Im getting older, but not sensitive. But Bitchier(if there is such words). But I do have a conscience.
I feel guilty about what happened last year. Whatever la.
Today I received 8 messages and 1 miss called. Normal la who called me.
All birthday greetings.. So Sweet of them to remember.
Well, Im going for break now. I come back later to add more.
Ciaoz!

PS: Ryno, I know you visit my blog. Dont forget to tag me aite?

Today,
I was bullied by this 'belo' at my work place.
She is such a psycho-maniac.
Did you know she cover my head with a box.
Not once but three times.
Den when I wanted to keep back the sweet chilli sauce,
She go and overturn the whole box and left me picking up all the sauces.
To make it worst, she take the box and cover my head again.
She left me screaming like a banshee.
Man, she is so 'crazy'.
My hair all out of place. My specs out if my ear.
And my throat hurts like hell.
Just because my birthday is coming, doesn`t mean I can get bullied before the day itself.
My feet are sore for standing too long. My body ache for not sleeping too well.
My head hurts, sleeping for few hours.
My eyes like panda already. Dark cirle underneath.
So tired, but still have time for updating.
Tomorrow not working ma..
So, can sleep late..

PS: 6 more days till my birthday.
Yes! Im older. last year to be a teen.
Next year no more teen at the back. Only T-Y.

Long time never update my blog.
Well, since Im free, Here it goes.
Today I attended to a lot of fussy customer.
They just couldn`t make up their mind whether the one this or not.
I dont care if I receive a complain later.
Can you imagine me going back and forth three times
just to change a bloody drink. First he wanted to change to sprite,
then he wanted to upsize it. Then he said I miss his order of another sprite
when actually he didnt.
I think he knew that Im frustrated.
He asked for my name in 'Slang' malay. He is an Ang Moh by the way.
I dont care.
That is for the pain. My leg can't take it for standing 8 hours straight.
Plus all those fussiness (if there is such word) that I face.

Happiness moments was 2 days ago.
I received my birthday present from my whole family.
I`ve been wanting to buy a handphone since I can remember.
They surprise me with a handphone. Well, actually Im not surprised though.
Because I`ve kind of expected it.
But what I`ve not expected is the model.
It is 6170. A new flip nokia phone.It around $160 something.
I know coz coz I got spy!!! Hahaha.
The most memorable thing I received!!!
But I still can`t believe they bought me THAT phone.
IT EXPENSIVE. They should have bought me a cheaper phone.
N2600 or N3200 or N6610i. But N6170!!!!!!
Im going to feel guilty for the rest of my young adult life.

I was listening to Electrico.
Our very own band. Man, I love their songs.
I was like - WOW!
Im listening to their song 'GOOD TIMES'.
Man they blow me away.
They sound so not Singaporean.
I`m going to but thier album.
Support our local talent.

Now, I wonder why my mom name me Isnarti..
Where does that name appear from.
So far I know, from Indonesia.
*sigh*
Strange but unique..

Today, I took the opportunity to wake up late since my lesson start at 3pm.
But it is not granted since Beethoven started to play at 7 in the morning.
It normal.. I`m immune to it.
You see, my friend Farihana and me nickname our mother Beethoven or Mozart when
they started nagging. It is a trademark between us. It still is.
*sigh* I miss those days. Dont you?
Well, I feel like eating Filet-o-Fish today.
So, since my sister is going to buy food for my dad,
I ask her to buy for me.
Filet-o-fish student meal, upsize just the fries and
ask for sweet chilliand curry sauce.
I gave her $5.45 when the total cost is $4.45.
The 'gundu' go and upsize the drink also
and the total amount go up to $4.75.
Man, there goes my $1.
I should have known better.
My fault anyway, she is so the S-L-O-W.
Can't help it. she is still my sister for all eternity.
Anne is going to school today.
No surprise. Never know she is still alive.

Today I got Co-op duty to do stock take of the month.
I came at 10 o`clock in the morning coz as per normal,
I woke up late.
We started doing the stock take the moment we arrived.
When I was rearranging th euniforms on the shelve,
I came across a very bad odour.
I never tell anybody about it coz my mom taught me not
to say anything when you came across such things.
Superstitious kind of the thing.
Suddenly, Nadia, Coo of the shop scream as she saw maggots
coming out of this plastic bag.
That`s when I know where it came from - 'ROTTEN HL MILK'!!!!
Yuck!
We were screaming and shouting asking Khaliff to throw it away.
He is the only guy there by the way.
Man, the whole shop smell like poop!
Destroy my appetite to eat..
Haiz!
I almost got a heart attack in class today.
Thought I couldn`t open my project.
Lucky, my teacher is kind and help me.
If not, I give up,go home and sulk.
Anyway, gotta go..

I`ve been trying to changed my skin since yesterday
but dont noe what happen..
Everytime I republish my ENTIRE blog with my new skin,
it came out with the same skin (the previous one).
Now I try to change again, the same problem occur.
Is it my skin or blogger?
Quite stressful..

Yeah! I found my ezlink card, NRIC and nets back.
I was thankful..
No need to fork out money.
Hahaha.
Today is so boring.
20 more days till my birthday.
Can`t wait to turn 19.
No need parental guidance.
Hahaha.
Kidding mom!
Anyways,
try to change my skin now.
Hope it work out well.

To Farihana: Remember when i told you bout my biggest mistake of my life.
How? I`ve been thinking about it. Aiyoo.. stress aku bespren!
Pape call aku ar.. kau dah lah ade 6 weeks holiday. Ajak lah aku klua!

Today was the most stressful day of my life.
Firstly, my mom wake me up in the morning,
asking me to accompany her to pay the bills at AXN.
I slept late last night, so I have a pounding headache now.
I couldn`t sleep due to a "Pochong" story told by my friend.
Secondly, I wanted to buy Egg McMuffin Student Meal at McDonalds
but forget to bring my ezlink card for points.
Thirdly, I couldn`t find my ezlink, my NRIC, my Nets.
Wondering whether i drop it somewhere or i misplaced it.
Fourthly, I bloody disket still wont open,
Yayah say got "Pochong" inside. Crazy!
Fifthly, I got only 4 more days to finish my project.
But on weekends Im working.
So How?
Man, Wasnt that stressful.
Now got to fork out money if I want to do a new Ic and Ezlink.
Then have to face all those bloody blue ants at the station.
Damn!!!!

I`m doing my stupid a** project all over again since the bloody disket won`t open.
It`s funny when you think your life is perfect until someone or something bring you down.
Tired of people trying to change me for someone I`m not.
Tired of people trying to tell me what to do.
Tired of people telling me I`m not good enough.
Tired of everything and everyone.
Hope they will leave me alone.
I dont give a damn anymore.


You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone


22 more days till my birthday.
Hope it not going to get more worst!