I`VE BEEN TRANSFERRED OUT. IT CONFIRM

Wonder why Im crying hysterically right now...

The moment I saw the word "Oct Dates"..
I froze.
I was thinking "This is the moment..
Where I know where my future lies.."

I quickly scroll down towards "people movement" section..

I was relieved..
My name wasnt there.. which means I can stay for another month..
Yay!!

Before reading the email, I was extremely talkative today..
I chase after VJ with a stick coz he seems to ignore my instructions..
I verbally abuse him today with profound words and with polite yet sarcastic manner which he never really take it to heart coz with every remark I will end it with "You are going to miss me nagging" or "A few more days to go"..
Then they will quickly do my bidding..
Didnt know the power of words till now...
I disturb all my crew today...
And of course, there will be an outburst too.

This particular Auntie really gets on my nerves..
She reply my question with a shout..
Ape lagi, explode ar!!



Goodness gracious me!!!
I didnt know I know I could shout like that...
The more I increase me volume, she also decided to increase hers..
Then, thats it...She step on my head countless times...
There goes my reputation of being a calm manager *as if*..
I give her a long speech using my most powerful vocabulary.. decent ones.. I never practice or will ever use vulgarities. Be it to my subordinates or friends and family...
I dont want to go to hell sia..
Still need to repent for those I did on earth.. Dont want to add more...
Anyways, since she loves to bootlicks higher authority, she did it with me..
Too bad I was tooo pissed off to be bothered..
Say bye to Sam and walked off...

Yeah, another month of this madness...
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Finish watching Hana Yori Dango II...
Love the ski trip part..
especially when Makino is looking for Yuki out in the blizzard..
And the memory-loss-doumyouji, went running after her..
Then they seems to reenact the episode where they are stuck in the elevator together..
My most favourite part is when he realize who she is and regain all his memory..
The part where Utada Hikaru song - Flavor of life song played in the background..
That does it...


Im in love with this series...
Im in love with Doumyoji Tsukasa.. a.k.a Matsumoto Jun..

The OST is shiok man..

I will upload it on my multiply site...
If intrigue, visit it...
Wish I have someone who was meant to be with me like how Tsukasa and Tsukushi were meant for each other..
How naive and pathetic am I?
Envy a fictional character.. Hmm....
Well, like the famous Britney Spears quote, "Im not a girl, not yet a woman"
So, it means that I can still dream right?

Right?

Here is the translation lyrics for Flavor Of life by Utada Hikaru.
Loves this song....
Love Utada Hikaru..
Her songs are meaningful... How I know?
There is such thing as yahoo and google..
Haha.. LAME!!

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Song---> get hooked

This is how I spent my off days.
First day, went to Geylang serai Bazaar to buy my Raya clothes end up bathin in sweats. Bought a couple of earrings to match my outfit.
Only left with shoes and bag...

The next day, that is Sunday..
I spent that whole day SLEEPING.
I cant believe it.
I thought it was 11 in the morning so, I scramble to find my watch and guess what?
It 6pm!!

I was like NOOOOOOOOO....
I spent the day sleeping..
I can do something better than sleeping...
Helping my mom for instance.. (as if! hehe)
What suprises me most is that my mom doesnt yell at me...
For sleeping that late...
Maybe I was snoring loudly???
Due to the fact that I`ve been sleeping 5 hours this past few weeks acting like an alarm clock..
Now it 12:08am.. I`m working morning shift tomorrow..
Which mean I have to wake up at 4 in the morning...
But still not sleepy..
No surprises.. coz I sleep for *gasp* 14 hours liao..

Im in love!!!!
With a new show mind you..
Im not that lucky to find someone to love...



HANA YORI DANGO!!!

I fell in love with this japanese drama..
But I will never watch the Taiwanese Version..
Maybe, maybe not..
Coz I wasnt a fan of Barbie Hsu..

Currently still watching the first series..
Well, the first episode to be exact..
Haha.
But I love the story line...
Im a sucker for girl-taming-the-bad-boy-and-fell-in-love-with-him-and-him-alone and all-the-heartache-they-been-through-together-and-live-happily-ever-after..
Yup..
Thats how I fell in love with Devil Beside You and It started with a Kiss...
Cant wait to watch it..
Love the OST too...

Well peeps of to bed now....
Catch ya next time!!

Anyong! Sayonara!! Bub-bye!!

As per routine, everyday after work, my eyes were glued to my laptop screen..
Doing research for my next project..
My own project that is..
Since I`ve done mostly Rain oppa and Hye Kyo onni banner/signature..
It time to do my other crazy obsession...
Ronald Weasley!!

Now trying to find as many cute photo of him as possible...
So I can start my project...
Will post it on my three sites once done...
Still learning how to make an avatar of my own...
You will be the judge, friends..
Well, to those who frequent my site that is....

I love Coach Carter..
That is where I found Channing Tatum..
*dreamy look*
But anyho, found this while browsing...


Should give me some inspiration if I ever get posted to Jurong Bowl...

19 more days to go....
Counting down....
Till it official....

Currently Im sitting at West Coast Park McCafe..
Keeping that Gendeng Picqu company..
Maybe I`ll be going home around 8 to 9 plus...
Nothing much to blog about since I just switch on my laptop and the batt level drop drastically...
Only left with 47%..
Too lazy to walk about to find the power source or point whatever you call it..

I dont want to go off late at night anyway..
This place is creepy..
But for a friend, I went down for awhile...

Ok.. should stop talking now...
Coz it the fasting month, and Im not allow to say bad things...
Im a good girl..
So should stop now...

Even though it a bit late...
To all muslims, Happy fasting...
See you singaporeans at bazaar geylang serai then...

Since Im so bored out of my mind, I decided to check on my Rain Oppa..

Found tons of pictures of deliciously-good-looking him..

Some are not soooo recent.. But one caught my eye and make my laugh hysterically..
Haha.. I almost choke on my hot and spicy potato chips...



Haha? Funny right?
Wonder what persuades him to do this photoshoot? Hye Kyo onni perhaps..
He still look handsome and dashing though..
No matter how ugly his costume is, I will still love him forever...

Since my family last minute changes plan(- again), I decided to coop up in my room and do what I do best..
Photoshop..
Since I was bored(did I mention that? I think I did!), I decided to do a photoshop of my favourite couple..
Bikyo and of course, the leading man, Jung Ji Hoon a.k.a Rain oppa!!



want more of this?
Click on..

♥BiKyo 4ever♥


I think I love you, I think I miss you"


"If you protect someone, it means you like that some.
You continue protecting Kang Hye Won, coz I`ll protect you.
I think Im falling in love with you"

This song sort of stuck in my head.
Kind of like it..
Enjoy.



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Today is the third day of ramadan.
Waiting for the time to sahur.

Yesterday woke up at 4.45am to have our meal.
Was feeling drowsy, couldnt eat much as I was feeling lethargic.
Never even eat my uneaten sushi which I bought the day before and spent almost 10 bucks on those sushi which I ended up eating most of it..
Now it taste like blurgh!!
There goes my scallop sushi in my trash bin. *byebye $$$*
After the meal, I just lie and tossing around but ended up sleeping after 5 mins which is abnormal me.
Wake up feeling cold all over and my throat hurts like hell..
My heart felt nothing actually.. usually it was sooo heavy that I wish I could take MC...


When I arrive, Sam told me the news..
Wonder whether I should take that as a good news or bad news..
On the positive side, Im richer.. Can help my parents with the bills and stuff.
The negative side, I will have to leave my dearest friends behind..
Those who gave me encouragement to carry on..
Im gonna miss them..

After Sam told me the news, I walk towards the chiller and tears threaten to fall.
I was thinking to myself that I will not be able to walk here anymore.
And those kids wont hear my "squeaking" footsteps and told them off for taking pictures during working hours.
They will always know that it`s me coz I make a lot of noise when I walk...

I could not take it anymore and I told VJ..
VJ face was priceless..
I almost cry there and then...
He help me a lot during my toughest times..
He crack jokes soo I wouldnt feel down..
Im going to miss him the most..

I told Audrey too..
She too almost makes me cry..
She look at me and said my name 3 times
hugging the chiller door.. =)
When she finish working, she went to the manager room, I was there at the moment..
and told me whether we can take pic together..
*sobs*

Now, as Im writing this and sniffing..
I was wondering what`s gonna happen to me next month..
What lies ahead of me...
But only one thought push away all this uncertainties.
"My family needs me".

And it enough to endure everything.

I realize lately that Im always the one who have to say sorry..
Eventhough at times Im not at fault...


But Im glad if Im transfer out....
Sooooo glad...

But what I notice is that, my heart is heavy with the thought of leaving the store but felt light with the thought of quiting...
It feels like a burden to me...
It bringing me down...
and my health is affected...

Finding a new job...
Hope I get a better offer...

Wish I could take 1 month leave..
So tired.


Anyways, since dear ting-ting tagged me..
What can I do?


Here I go...



Ten weird habits or facts about me.. (Hmm feel like I`ve done this before??)

1)No matter how tired I am, I will still go out with my families. Coz that is the only available day for me...
2)Watching my fav series release my stress.. Smoking or clubbing wont work for me.. Sorry!!!
3)Im slowly turning into introvert.. which is a bad thing I know..
4)Im a huge fan of Harry Potter.. especially RON WEASLEY!!
5)A huge fan of Jung Ji Hoon!! Rain oppa!!! Saranghae!
6)I can speak basic Chinese and Korean.. Fluent in Malay and English.. A bit of Tamil..
7)Loves the fried mars bar at Far East.
8)I eating lesser than usual..
9)I cry easily.. sad but true..
10)Have a crush on someone for 4 years and I dont even know anything about him.. Pathetic I know...


Since I`ve no idea who to tag..
So who ever come to read my blog...

YOU ARE IT!!!!

You cant run!!!
Coz I have blogpatrol.. So I know who came to my blog...
So peeps...
Be honest to yourself...

PicQu called and I ask her what song suits my mood the best..
And she told me Real Love by Massari..


I was like what?
I dont really listen to reggae or hiphop song that much unless they catch my ears..
you catch the drift.. hehe..


Was browsing through the net and found the song that I`ve been looking for for the past 3 hours...
By my favourite singer nonetheless....



Kelly Clarkson...
It called Hear me..
Ironic isnt it?


Hear me


You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?


[chorus]
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me


Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me


I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?


[chorus]


I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?


Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please

The last 5 days were like CRAZZIEEE..
I did opening for 4 consecutive days..
What a day that was...
I couldnt even run that much today..
Feeling like I could collapse anytime from exhaustion.


Even though the past 4 days were tiring but I have soooo much fun with my crew..
Well, some of it anyway...



Was talking to PicQu today...
And NO thanks to her that I was reminiscing about my past.
A past that Im willing to let go....
Now she makes me wish that I could turn back time and pluck my courage..
But what done is done....
No use pondering about what ifs or what could`ve been....
4 years I`ve spent crushing on him...
4 years...
Too long isnt it??


I have no idea where he is now...
What he is doing...
Everytime I past by my school, I`ll remember him..


Now that Im almost over it, she bring it up..
*sigh*


It difficult being a girl you know...
Wish I have the courage like Yuan Xiang Qin in It Started With a Kiss..


She confess to him after 2 years of crushing on him..
Got rejected..
Due to nature incident (her house collapse due to earthquake.. Well only her house btw, the neighbouring house is still intact... Funny how destiny play a part), she and her father move in to her father`s friends house which happen to be her crush`s house... For 3 years..
Within those years she did her best to prove her feelings to him.. Got rejected over and over and over but she still like him...
For 5 YEARS....
And got together eventually.. due to her thickskinnes.. if there is such word...
At least she got a chance to talk to him...


I dont...
Gosh..
Im feeling so melancholy today...
Listen to one sided love songs...
Wishing for a miracle....


Well, peeps...
Off to sulk now..


Bye!!




PS: Mr Y, where ever you are...
you hear me?