Today, I went to school early as my friend were hungry.
I planned to meet her at 1.15 at Jurong Eas MRT station.
Man, was she early.
She reached at aroung 1.30. As always, i have to wait for her.
Luckily I dont have my family impatient genes or
I will bite her head off for being late.
When we reached Paya Lebar, I expected her to eat at Singapore Post but she wanted to eat at school canteen instead. Man, I hated the school canteen.
Not only because of the food, it about eating in the school canteen with a whole lot of alien from planet Mars. I was wearing improper school uniform at that time.
P.e shirt and jeans together with slippers.
I cant be going to the canteen like that!!!
But she still insists on going. What can I say. People always took advantage of my quietness and kindness. And no one ever look at me, but look through me.. Am I invincible or what. But then again, i like keeping a low profile. It suit me better than being recognize in school. But sometimes i just wish for the other.....

You are a Rocker Girl! If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker! What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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~*~*~*~*~UNIQUE~*~*~*~*~
You are different. You're the type of person that
is easily spotted in a crowd. You have a
radiant personality. You probably go through a
lot of mood swings from happy to lonely, angry
to sad, loving to spiteful, and so on. Be aware
that your sudden change in personality may
offend some people. People like to be around
you because you are genuine and relaxed. You
seem at peace with yourself and you give off
that "what you see is what you get"
vibe. That's a good thing because your general
audience will feel relaxed and at ease knowing
that they too can be themselves with out having
to worry. Try not to judge others on their
appearance. It's not nice. Over all you're a
spirited person who enjoys having a good time!
Good for you! :o)

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quiz! XoXo <3 Lana


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Today, was such a bad luck day for me.
Firstly in the morning, I`m having maggi mee for breakfast. When opening the box of maggi mee, I cut my fourth finger.
Secondly, when Im walking to BB MRT station, I got hit by something.. It was so smelly, and green in colour.. YUCK!!!! I clean and clean and clean, but the smell still stuck there.. Feeling frustrated, I called my friend and asked her to go to school first. I meet her later at school..
Thirdly, my irritating classmate cant get over the fact that i dont like his friends as a guy but just as a friend...
AS A FRIEND ONLY!!!
HUH!!!!
WHAT A DAY!!!!!!!!!

Update for yesterday - 12 January 2005

I was sick that day. So I met my friends at JE interchange. We (my friend and I) were late for school yesterday, as per normal. We were having a new lesson to day, IF - Internet Fundamentals. It was kind of cool because we are learning HTML and stuff.. So it was interesting- sort of. Finally, school hours end. My friends and I were in the toilet when a shout came. Someone scream "Is, _______ like you!" I was like - "Hello, how old are you guys?" My friends trying to calm me down. If you like me, there is no need to tell the whole world about it. Is he trying to embarrased himself or what? I mean - Come on! You should know that I dont like you as a 'guy'. you should have seen how i behave at school. Im so frustrated!

13 January 2005

The guy-who-cannot-take-no-for-an-answer sms yesterday asking whether we can go to school together? I wonder how thick is his skin??? Or how daft he is??? To make it more worst, I met him at the MRT station. Why does he have to be everywhere I am??? GOD!!!!!!

B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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Today, school starts at nine.. Plan to meet my friend at 8:10 exactly at Jurong East MRT Platform, last cabin.. I reached there on time but irritatingly, my friends haven`t arrived yet.. since i know she will be late for more then ten minutes, i hop on the next train that arrives.. Scared that i will be late for class on my second day of school.. To make matter worst, i met him.. the cannot-take-no-for-the-answer guy.. Why must he be wherever i am? Not wanting to make an eye contact, i hurried past him, praying he wont follow. My prayers were answered.. Maybe ALLAH pity on me, to have a string of bad relationship with guys.
When I reached school, nobody was there. I forgot that my other two friends had drama performance for the freshies.. So I was left alone with a girl who always got on my nerve.. Luckily, they came back for last lesson or I will be lost in the jungle with monkeys thinking im hiding bananas in my school skirt pockets.. HUH! WAt a Life!!!!!!!


-=And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it’s cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone=-

10 January - School Reopen

Today, I went back to school with new haircut and new specs with new bag and socks.. Hoping my day will improved since last year... Boy, was I wrong! I was ask stupid question by someone who did not understand the word N-O! Who kept thinking that he can change my mind.. But sorry to dissapoint you, DUDE.. I already made my mind up.. So GET OVER IT!!



-="Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't"=-



Not trying to slammed him or anything, just writing my feelings down.. Not only was I irritated by him, even my friends can`t stand him.. If you were in my 'Jack Purcell' shoe, you will understand.. Not trying to discriminate the opposite sex, but why are the guys in my life turns out to be "The Jerk Of the Century"? Or was it because I followed the rules of the game and end up getting hurt?


-="Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too"=-



Either way, im sooooooo NOT going to fall in love...


"Nothing Hurts like love, nothing brings your heart so much pain"


But then,

"I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name"


Maybe I was WAY too emotional about this love-hate thingy..
Maybe I met all the wrong ones first then..
Maybe I havent found the right one yet..
Maybe, just maybe he is waiting somewhere out there for me..



-="Well I know, I won't cry cause there is somebody, somebody,
Somebody waiting for me out in the rain.
I won't cry, not tonight,
Cause there is somebody waiting for me."=-

You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


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Your Heart is Blue


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Heyhooooo! I just got back from pizza hut with my friends. Man, was i full.. We -actually it more like they bought it (they Blanja me) a hutwatever festives meal.. we were busy talking that we couldnt finish a half of a large size pizza.. Since we couldnt finish it, we called a friend of ours to join us.. But SHE came one and a half hour late, so we decided to pack it up for her.. it was cool hanging out with them... i always drag me feet to work.. but lately with them around.. i can have tons of fun and laughter with them... they are hilarious.. I just hope that we have another trip to KL... The 8 of us again...... Wait, make it 7!
U know, i Know.. So SSSSHHHHHHH!

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


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Somebody

I sit alone In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
Hand in hand everybody but me oh
I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

I know, I won't cry cause there is somebody somebody somebody
Waitin' for me out in the rain
Oh cry, not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me oh yeah

I take a walk, the streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone, I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

How many words will go unspoken
Not knockin' upon my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
But tonight I know
I won't cry no more oh
I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
Outside I hear the thunder roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

I stay behind watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

The picture was taken from Puduraya bus station in Malaysia. After 3 Days of shopping and eating, it time to go home. Since we reach one and a half our early, we roamed the bus station, hoping to kill time. We even have time to take picture as a remembrance of our tiring but enjoyable journey- Sort of!
The most memorable thing I bought during my stay is a MAMBO wallet for RM37.50. They were having a clearance sale in Suria KLCC Shopping centre. I couldn`t find the Roxy wallet, so I substitute it to Mambo instead.
Oh yeah, and this particular pants i bought. Im SOOOOO Loving it!!! Usual price $79.90, after discount $40.oo... ISn`t it worth it?