ARGGGH!!!!
After writing my long post, avant browser decided to hang at the perfect moment. Thank you soooooo much.
Now I have to rewrite everything over again.

After lots of waiting,
lots of persuasion,
Lots of fight,
lots of bickering,
lots of money spent.
I finally get to see my Oppa!!!

But theres a lot of obstacle along the way:
1)Silent treatment on the train.(the whole trai ride.)

2)Couldnt find the memorabilia(disappoint me like mad but relieve at the same time. Pocket still loaded.)

3)Walk one and a half round around the stadium to find the east entrance when it actually right way we came from.(smoke coming out from my head).

4)The queue is super long.

5)Once in, found the memorabilia(Yay!). They call it Rain mini shop but super pack(Arrrgh). My sis and I squeeze our way through(I probably have bruises all over me but for oppa. Anything goes...)

6)We found out that if we buy together, we get only on plastic bag, so we ended up buying separately. I bought his concert T, phone strap and His note book. Cost me $66.(eyes bulging) if mom knows, Im dead.

7)After pushing and pushing, I got myself out. But still know happy. So told me sis (who is still in the madhouse) to buy for me the cap which cost $40. We ended up shouting across the room about what colour I want for the hat. Since Rain love to wear white, bought black. And also black matches everything and not easily dirty. So total I spent....
Oh wait, we ended up buying a wristband for $5. Since profit goes to World Vision to support against Aids, I jump in and help my oppa. So, you do the math.
Oh and I get the plastic bag which says "RAIN`s Shopping Bag". (*giggle) How cute!!!!

8)Once seated, we decided to grab those fans(with rain pic on it) if anyone left it behind. Got 3.
We sat there waiting for other Rain Fanatic (like me) to finish with their memorabilia RAIN thingy.

9)Waiting

10)Waiting

THE CONCERT
Fuuh!!
It fantastic, just what Rain promise us.

Want to know my favourite moment?

All!!! Haha

But the best among the rest, if I have to choose:
It will be the moment he wear the bright orange jacket, singing the song "With You"
So cute. Make me fall in love with him all over again. *sigh*

But the Bestest moment (if there is such word),
will be where he call us his babies. AWWWWWW!!!!
And the part where he say he love me - I mean us...
My oppa loves me!!! Hahaha.
(*Dramatically)Oppa, sarang he too!!!

Imagine if I were to be watching it 2nd hand concert on TV, I wouldnt be this thick skin as I am now. Because I was THERE when He said it.(*pretend to faint)
OPPA, sarang he too!! Haha.

I will always remember this day, where my dreams came true.

21 January 2007 at 6.30pm.

Only one wish came true that is.
My other wish is for Rain to marry.... me!!!
Haha.. Not that thick skin okay?
SONG HYE KYO.
Who else???

What are you waiting for???
Better grab this chance before I steal him from you.
If not me, thousands other girls will.
Then, you only got Wonbin.
No hard feeling WonBi oppa, but I love Bi oppa more. So, I support HIM all the way.
He said that he`ll be here for us, so I must support him back. (*apologetic face)

BIKYO!
Fighting!
Aja-aja!

Like Bi Oppa said,

"Endless Effort; Endless Endurance; Endless Humility!

If there is no Cloud, there is no Rain!"

Yap.

No Rain. No crazy me who spent almost 100 bucks on his memorabilia!!! Okay not almost. It already are + tickets + bus & train fare + health.

But it all worth it!!!

It been months since I last wrote in to share my day.
Here I am, sitting at McDonald`s Jurong Entertainment trying to recall back the memories before it fades away.

Life have been a downward slide for me eventhough it only been 16 days of a new year.
Nothing change that much.
Even if it change, it turns for the worst.

Yesterday, things started to turn around.

It was my last day of work at JE24.
I was surprise that most of them remember my last day. They keep on asking me "15 last day right"

Mostly, they are the riders that ask me that question.
The closer I get to my last day, the friendlier they get.
One even went as far as playing treasure hunt with me.
Putting the float money everywhere in the manager room and coz me like a few minutes to find them all when it actually took me a second just to retrieve it from them.
They have a nickname for me.

They called me HONEYSTAR.

At first I was offended that they called me that. I just expected the worst when I first heard it. But it sort of grew on me coz they call me that every chance they got. I will smile everytime I hear it somewhere in the kitchen and they tease me about it. Saying that I smile everytime I hear the nickname.
Hey it flattering you know, when some one call you something cute. Hahaha.
Another crew called my COCOCRUNCH when he heard that nickname. He want to be different so, that name came up as Honeystar was also a name for a cereal. Get it?

They wanted to sabo me that day, but lucky my 1st asst is not in the mood. Or I probably got hotfudge on my hair. Or Strawberry in my ear.

But what makes me sad is that, I only started to get to know one of the riders that I find irresistably cute. It was only my 2nd last day of work that we finally get talking. Even though most of it is about work, at least we talk.
He is the only chinese guy that I couldnt connect that quickly.
I get along very well with the chinese guys at my store or anywhere for that matter.
Especially my bapok. I wonder why I cant do the same with him.
Twice in the row he forgotten to sign his docket roster.
And I remind him on my last day of work, he laugh.
Even 2 girls fight over him -in a friendly way.

He is the cutest chinese guy ever.
Well, besides my RAIN that is.
Wait a minute - Rain is Korean. (*slap forehead)

But the most cutest is the rider IC.
He loves to tease me over and over again.
But Im glad to make friends with them.
They make my stay there enjoyable and bearable.
They are the only ones that make me reluctant to leave.
The crews and the riders.

One make me a postcard, apologizing on behalf of the crew and riders if they ever bully me. That was sweet!
Im going to miss them.
Especially the word HONEYSTAR. (*beam brightly)

I`ve got to move on now. To a same old brand new and sucky place.
But probably see them next month for the chinese new year.
Oh well.

5 more days to RAIN I`M COMING concert.
Can`t wait.

"Rain is coming down to the rooftop"


Im getting it way over my head.

Sarang he oppa.