Im back. This time full of angst.
I was happy when I went to work on Sunday.
Everything was lively.
Suddenly, everything changed just by saying a name.
When he came, he dampened my mood to zilch.
Actually, he spoils everyone moods. Even my manager/friend, Adek.
He came with his shorts and Big Walk shirt. With funny shorts and ugly socks.
I was helping my colleague/friend, when he crooked his finger at me and ask me to go lobby.
So what if he had the authority over me. Rumours has it that he dont like me since I wasn`t up to expectation. Big deal!
You can fire me all you want. There are more and better working place I can find.
I started regretting working there since all the people are biased. Why can`t they just treat we all the same? Regardless of race and age? Can you believe he said my friend was no good for PC? If he was so much better, how come he forget my hotcakes with sausage??????
Maybe he need to check his hearing and eye-sight. They are just to congested with Ana. I wonder how many bottles of gel did he use on his hair?

Here I am. In class E202, updating my blog.
I just finish my exam. Fuhh.
Was it easy!?! Never know that I can finish it so slow.
Haiz..
This song totally tell me what I`ve been through.

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

Finally, after much persuasion, here I am, in the library updating my blog. There goes my $2. My sister`s stinginess decided to overide and take control of her . So I have left with no choice but use library`s computer. I feel naked doing this in the library as Im sure that there are a lot of busybodies here. All trying to catch a glimpse of what Im writing. Oh BEHAVE!
About the phase test, damn if I pass. I dont understand a single thing. What exactly did he asked we all to do? I know we have to do charon cart but please be specific about it. I honestly gave up on Internet Application. As if I get good grades on this one.
Why do the library have to be quiet? I feel so strange. Yeah. Isnarti the strange.
Pathetic.
Have any of you guys watch the movie Warriors of Heaven And Earth. That was the coolest chinese movie I watched. I totally fall in love with Lieutenant Li`s character. So macho, so heroic. Haiz! I watched that movie on AXN at 9.30. Already half way through, but since there was no other stories. I watch it till the end. I hated watching the show half way but no choice. It intrigued me till the end. So for the sake of understanding the whole storyline, I watch it again at 2.30 in the morning. Ending at 4.30 and I have to wake up at 7am to go to johor. See what I did for the sake of knowing the story.
Coming this friday, Im having an exam. Till yesterday, I haven`t even open up my book. But just hope I make it through.
Oh yeah.. I`ve settle my problem with him. And now I decided to stay as a bachelorette for now. No more kissing frogs. Till then.

Me and Farihana yesterday at McDonald Science Center.
Doing nothing but play internet. Gossip about this and that. It was fun. Oii Fannah! Lets do it again some time.
I met the jerk yesterday. Man, totally lost my mood.
Why must I met hi in the first place?
Hai yah.. Such a was of two months of my life.
Well mates! I want pictures that we took at school can pass me? Thanks!
If can, through email at not_perfect86@yahoo.com.sg
Yah, Im waiting from you.
Dah pandai pakai photobucket.
Hehehe!

My body aches for two days now ever since I play floorball for my S.W lesson.I was excited as we played floorball last week and looking forward for this week. It started out badly as we have to do two sets of 30 burpies, 20 of sit up, 20 of leg lifts. Thats the cause of my leg aches. Im not much of an athlete myself but playing sports is fun without the exercises. Then we started the match between Mr Tahir`s class (our class) and Mr Samri`s class. At first, it was quite boring as their classes are soo lethargic looking. Then they started becoming violence when they realize they are losing. When I get in, the first thing happen to me was fall flat on my face and crushed by fattie. The second thing, I almost knocked down a fattie (different fattie). Third, I got slam to the stage by this unknown human being. But soon I get tired and pass the stick to Hermi.
Till now my body aches. I had a hard time going up and down the stairs.
But that just me. Always left with scars and bruises.
Internally and externally.
Always. Period. Fullstop.

Haiz.
I got back from school today. Go home with Yani, Fifi, and some seniors from CO-OP.
The only one I remember is Farihin. He is the only senior who took notice of me.
And the only one who talk to me. Lucky, fifi decided to take train. Or I`ll be left alone while yani talk to them. It was fun talking to them.
About my KL trip.
It was tiring and eye blowing for me since I have to read the map for my dad as he was to busy driving. Not only was the map big for me, the writing on ot was as small as an ant. How am I supposed to read it when I myself is a four eyed nerd? Not only was I supposed to read the map, I was supposed to look out for sign that will show us where to turn. It was frustrating as I was far sighted. Even my siblings are not helping. My Elder sis decided to sulk her way when she was reprimanded by my mom. My 3rd sister was pretending that we were having a joy ride while I was in hell trying to please both parties (mom & dad) by putting my geography knowledge into used. What they didnt know is that I flunked my geography. But luckily I have my common sense and instincts left or we all wont be sleeping for the rest of the remaining days. I never had so many U-Turns in my life. Almost to every destination we have to go through a U-Turn. To Sungei wang, Masjid India, Petaling Street and so on. Even when we were going home taking the seremban express way.
Not only that. My sis decided to wake up on the wrong side off the bed. She have conflict with my mom. To make the matter worst, she pick a fight with me. Lucky i ws patient or there will be a never ending story.
Well, gotta go.
Peace!
PS: Congratulations to IZZAD. You Rock! I REMEMBER MAY! Definitely remember. Cheers!