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if you dont change a thing,

about the way you hold me every night.

Unbelievable
Friday, May 23, 2008


I wish you didn't love me
I wish you'd make this easy
It was love that caught me
Now it's fear that keeps me with you
I want to be by your side
So I can close my eyes
To the growing emptiness inside that kills me
When I'm with you
You try to break me
Try to hate me
So you can fall out of love
You want to make me believe that I'm crazy
That I'm nothing without you


It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone


I feel you in my shadow
My heart feels cold and hollow
No matter where I run I see
Your eyes always follow me
You try to hold me
Try to own me
Keeping something that's not yours
You want to make me
Believe that I'm crazy
Make me think that you're the cure



You're still haunting me
In my sleep
You're all I see
But I can't go back
Cause I know it's wrong
For us to go on
And I'm growing strong
To confront my fears





Better off alone
Saturday, May 10, 2008

It hard for me seriously..
I wonder where the people got their strength to keep this kind of relationship going.
Tired of juggling my personal and professional life together.
There are times when I just want to give it up but my BFF told me to hold on.
But Im losing grip..

Plus the fact that my internet connection is down.
So, it difficult to get my mind off all the problems I have.
The only option I have is to go out with friends and family to forget everything.
Hope my mum will understand.
My career isnt working for me.
Whenever I have difficulties at work, he wasnt there for me.
When Im bored at home, he was outside with his friends.
Or repairing his bike.
Or sleeping.

Like right now, I feel like breaking down in tears, but I dont think calling him up will make a difference.
Like he said, He dont understand me at all.
That I dont have the initiative, or too stubborn or having difficulty expressing myself.
Well, who can blame me, when your bf wasnt paying that much attention to you.
Being stubborn is a part of me.
If I am too nice, he will be walking all over my head right now.
Dont take the initiative?
I did ask him out, all he said was "we`ll see", and he ended up going out with his friends.
Having difficulty expressing myself? Should I say more?

Himdero!

Right now, after being scolded by my boss, who do I want to talk to?
But he never around.

Sorry to say this but..
He was never meant for me.

So I guess, Im better off alone.



I was naive not to let you go when the time was right
I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last
But I know that you will try to prove me wrong
But it’s what I’ve got to do



I think you’re mistaken, I’m sorry to say
I’m really just a loser who’s getting in your way
I think you’ve forgotten, all of your plans
See you never meant to be here
And I think you should know
You’re better off alone


And it’s clear to me that everything has changed
Cuz nothing that we do feels the same any more
And I’ll admit, I’ll take the blame
Maybe we just moved too fast
And how could expect something like this to last
And I know that you will try and prove me wrong
But it’s what I gotta do




You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart
So let me go and move along




Better off alone’



Hard to love
Friday, May 02, 2008

its another quiet friday night (im waitin')
alone again here i am
not a trace of you in sight (i listen)
excuses all in the back of your head
its another meaningless fight (i question)
forget what we were fightin' for
but you dont really hear it, even when im screamin'
you noe i deserve much more

bridge:
all the empty promises you say or do
i think we're running out of time
and i wanna believe that you follow through
i dont wanna walk the line

chorus:
why you gotta make it so hard for me, to love you like i can
why you gotta see me walk away, to make you understand
you only get, one chance, one heart, one love you can call all true?
baby, why you gotta make it so hard for me, to love you

verse 2:
so hard? just to say you tried
just to keep me holding on
baby just open your eyes (and see it)
what we have is so, so strong

bridge:
all the empty promises you say or do
i think we're running out of time
and i wanna believe that you follow through
i dont wanna walk the line

chorus

some things has got to change
im not gonna lose our _____
tell me, why should i stay
should i, i shouldnt wait
for my heart has had all it can take

chorus 2x


Strength and patient is what it takes to make it work..
I hope.


Issnarti

My name Issnarti

A lady of 23 years who embraces life coz liifee finally has a meaning.


Welcome to my world of ramblings. "Reality is a bitch, but with the right people around you, you wont feel the pinch". Thats what I like to tell myself when the going gets tough. Coz I am with the right people.

So here is where you find me rambling about the unfairness of the world.


List

"Give me all these and I 'll be the world's happiest person"

♥ i want this
1. My Seoulmate
2. Louis Vuitton "Petite Noe" Black
3. Those rubber Gucci "Blue" shoes
4. Longchamp bagpack "red" color
5. Red Playstation with Modification
6. Sony Ericsson W980
7. My korea trip
8. Driving License
9. To give my mom and dad a better life. "love you mom, love you dad"
10. Get engaged with him
11. One year anniversary celebration
12. Our wedding day
13. Live happily ever after

donelist
Prada Wallet
Prada Bag
iPhone 3
iPhone 4
Sony Ericsson W580I
Gucci "Joy" wallet
Gucci pvc bag
Lacoste bag
Kate Spade
Longchamp Blue


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