Today was like the worst working day ever..
I was run ragged coz due to my stupidity, I let go of my most valuable crew..
Well one of them anyway..
Coz sales were super s-l-o-w in the morning, and since people keep reminding me to cut labour,I did just that - let them go..

And to prove how stupid I am, customer started to pour in, family by family..
I know mostly people were pissed off with me but..

When Im trying to prove my capabality, something always went wrong on the other side..
Most of them incur OT.
Looks like I`ve got to answer to HER about this..
Damn, wish I can avoid her in any kind of situation.

I messed up twice..
My large order short $4 due to miscalculation - by me.

I starting to get feverish by the evening..
Then I barely have strength to life a basket of fries..
But I still have to help them coz it my fault, have to admit it.
So help Sara in the kitchen, then to fries station, then to draw drinks for crew, then to send order..
No matter how heavy my head or how parched my throat is to how cold im feeling and how I feel like fainting there and then, I still have to carry out my reponsibilities as a manager..

Call my dad to pick me up coz Im feeling dizzy and stuff..

The moment reached home, went to the washroom..
I spent ages there coz my stomach doesnt feel so good..
The come the vomitting and passing motion..
Could I have been poison? by food??
You know what I mean, Food Poisoning..

Now as im writing, I feeling like as if someone hit me head with a baseball bat...
Mistaking my head as the ball..
And my stomach feels like volcano waiting for the right moment to erupt..
That causes me to stay awake coz the pain is bearable but annoying...
I turn to the right, it hurts then stop..
But when I make a slightest movement, it start hurting again...
and I was like hugging my stomach, wishing that the pain will subside..

Now a bit better coz my mom gave me the medicine for gastric..
Wasnt sure whether that was it or something else..
I cant even eat for fearing that it come back again..

Thinking of the "pucuk ubi" my mom cook today..
Hmmmph
Think I`ll have to past..

Well, off to bed now...
Coz my head is cracking open.. My brains threaten to come out.

But my last words are..
Sorry guys!!!!
I wish I can improve the situation but it already been done.
I just have myself to blame..
Anyways, good nite people..
Let me sleep away my guilt..