People keep on saying their life sucks. Even if it only one bad thing happen in their life, they say, life sucks.

Break up with boyfriend. Life sucks.
Fail exam. Life sucks.
Fight with boyfriend. Life sucks.

They have no idea what life sucks mean.
Be in my position now.

Family problems, friends problem, work problem all put together into one tiny box and fasten it with a ribbon, and deliver it right to my doorstep.

Lately, people seems to be piss off with me eventhough I did nothing wrong.
Im not sure what is wrong with this people but I know that I dont need them to make my life happier. Coz being with them, make me wish that I`m not me.
That I was someone else.

I used to work my ways to please all party but I guess nobody really bother to notice it but instead, make my life harder.
Nobody thinks that Im trying to be the peacemaker.
Who am I kidding?
People nowadays dont need a peacemaker.

My current fav song is by PINK.
"I got money now"

It total reflects how I am feeling right now.

Here are the snippets of the song,

"When I was a young buck, I tried to be liked by
Everyone,
Everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly

I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense
I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends
I've got everything
And all is what it seems
I worked so hard all of my life
Just to have things I could call me
I don't need no love
Cause I have got enough
So now I don't mind being alone all the time
It's alright
I've got money now
That's what it's all about
And I'm so busy buying things and traveling the world
I don't have time for friends
Or family
And that's fine with me
So it seems

You don't, have to, like me, anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say, about me, anymore
I've got money now."


See what I mean?