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if you dont change a thing,

about the way you hold me every night.

Change my mind..
Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Todae Im feeling moody... Maybe about what happen yesterday at 12 in the morning..
He tell me about him being choosen to represent Singapore in silat competition and needing the money for insurance bla bla bla... Whatever bullshit!!!! I work for myself.. even that is not enough. He expected me to lend him- what $165? Even my one month salary didnt achieve that much.. Im thinking twice about lending him.. Eventhough he is my so-called boyfriend, I still dont trust guys.. Yayah told me she heard rumours that he borrowed $300 from his silat friend.. That left me to wonder what he did with that money.. Why he needed the money in the first place.. What if he lie to me? Now Im having doubts in this relationship.. If I`ve known it is this difficult and stressful, I wouldn`t have accepted him in the first place.

But on the bright side, I saw Roxy and Usop santorian today.. even if only for awhile..

Man, I`m stress.. HELP ME GOD! Bismillah.. Show me the right way.. Amin.


Issnarti

My name Issnarti

A lady of 23 years who embraces life coz liifee finally has a meaning.


Welcome to my world of ramblings. "Reality is a bitch, but with the right people around you, you wont feel the pinch". Thats what I like to tell myself when the going gets tough. Coz I am with the right people.

So here is where you find me rambling about the unfairness of the world.


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"Give me all these and I 'll be the world's happiest person"

♥ i want this
1. My Seoulmate
2. Louis Vuitton "Petite Noe" Black
3. Those rubber Gucci "Blue" shoes
4. Longchamp bagpack "red" color
5. Red Playstation with Modification
6. Sony Ericsson W980
7. My korea trip
8. Driving License
9. To give my mom and dad a better life. "love you mom, love you dad"
10. Get engaged with him
11. One year anniversary celebration
12. Our wedding day
13. Live happily ever after

donelist
Prada Wallet
Prada Bag
iPhone 3
iPhone 4
Sony Ericsson W580I
Gucci "Joy" wallet
Gucci pvc bag
Lacoste bag
Kate Spade
Longchamp Blue


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